Have you ever...?

Have you ever promised not to
and made plans anyway?
I have.

Have you ever done something so stupid
that you can't believe you were that idiotic?
I have.

Have you ever been so low
you did something you regret?
I have.

Have you ever felt so bad
that you just wanted to die?
I have.

Have you ever thought about how easy
it would be to end it all
I have.

Have you ever done something
that required so many apologies you can't count?
I think I'm about to..