Sorry

Daddy.
I'm sorry.

I try,
But I'm not
Perfect
What you wanted
What you ask for.

I don't like your ideas
I don't always listen
I don't want everything you think
I don't know how to talk to you.

Sorry
I'm not what you think I am.

Mommy.
I'm sorry.

I try,
But I'm not
That girl.
Responsibly perfect,
The best one there is.

I don't come on time,
I don't care for time.
I don't care for cleaning everything all the time everyday
I don't care about cleaning when I could live.

Sorry
I'm not what you want.

Sorry, everyone.
I disappoint you.
All you ever expected, your expectations
Running down the drain,
Escaping you.

Cause I'm not what you want,
I don't plan to be her.
Cause I don't want what you want
I don't plan to be you.

I just want to
Dream
Live
Explore
Travel
Play
Make Music
Make Stories
Write
Be me.

I'm sorry.

[Frustrations escaping me.... mebbe it's good I have this. And good y'all dont read, heh.
Crap, dad coming.... bye]