if you only knew(to all of my friends out there)

if you only knew how much pain i feel
if you only knew what i think every time im alone
if you only knew how much i want to be free
if you only knew how much i cry for understanding that i never get
if you only knew how much i regret all of my lies
if you only knew how much i wish for you to give me a second chance
if you only let me be in the group for once
if you only wanted to get to know me
if you only tried to understand me
if you only dared to be there for me when i needed help

then you would cry and run away
then you would be scared and abandon me
then you would take pity on me
then you would abandon me
then you would forgive me
then you would give it to me
then i would be free from all of my pain and fears.
then i you would get to know me
then you would understand who i am
then you would be true....

..but you don't know anything.