If only I knew...

If only I knew
I would wake up now and… smile.

If someone could see
My day would not end up like hell.

And if I had been told
I wouldn’t be here crying… And crying.

If I know it hurts
I don’t think anyone can see it.

If only I knew
I would turn back time
Go back to the beginning
Think twice and start it all again
Erase the mistakes, throw away the pain
And leave it all behind
If only I knew...
The fault wouldn’t be mine.

If I had stopped and put my feet down on Earth
I’d realized that I shouldn’t love you.

If it was only a dream
Now why did it look so real?

If I always thought I’d found my way
I shouldn’t feel so lost.

And if I feel like dying
Why am I still breathing?

If only I knew
I would turn back time
Go back to the beginning
Think twice and start it all again
Erase the mistakes, throw away the pain
And leave it all behind
If only I knew...
The fault wouldn’t be mine.

If I know I need to be listened
Shouldn’t I want to be close to you?

If people can change their minds
I want to change mine.

If second chances doesn’t always end up well
I’d like to try it and be myself to tell.

If I took a look around the room
Maybe I would wonder where did you go.

If only I knew
I would turn back time
Go back to the beginning
Think twice and start it all again
Erase the mistakes, throw away the pain
And leave it all behind
If only I knew...
The fault wouldn’t be mine.

If a whisper was heard
I could’ve sworn you were calling

If a smile shows happiness
I wish I hadn’t fallen in love with yours.

If the ways are all closed
How it is possible there’s so much to discover?

If I don’t want to let go
How can I ever change my heart?

If only I knew
I would turn back time
Go back to the beginning
Think twice and start it all again
Erase the mistakes, throw away the pain
And leave it all behind
If only I knew...
The fault wouldn’t be mine.

But you would never…
You would never…
Change your mind

If only I knew...
I wouldn’t have allowed myself to try.

If I only knew…
The fault wouldn’t be mine.