Half Devil

How did I become so sick?
Since when am I an addict?
It seems I've been in denial
For most of my life
(Tell me) Who wants to help a sinner
Who plays the helpless victim?
It seems God Himself won't dare
To touch me with His light

I am a prisoner of my own mind
I am trapped in the place where I used to hide
I can't bear the company of desire
Burning my sanity in Hell's red fire

Where can I turn in my shame?
No one knows of my secret pain
Surely I would only spread it 'round
To the ones I love
(Forgive) For they know not what I am
Half devil and half human
Surely I was once a Being
Now drowned in Life because

I am a prisoner of my own mind
I am trapped in the place where I used to hide
I can't bear the company of desire
Burning my sanity in Hell's red fire

Don't pray for me, don't cry for me
I don't deserve your sympathy
Don't pray for me, don't cry for me
I don't deserve your sympathy