Of Course I *** Up

Of course I fuck up
It's what I do.
I'm sure I tried
To explain to you.
But you didn't listen
You didn't care.
The hard admitting
I tried to share.

I'm not the victim
Not this time.
I don't deserve
To complain or whine.
So I close my mouth
Whats the point?
I'm always hated
Around this joint.

I try again,
Another failure.