if...

if i say i hate you
its probly a lie
because you know
you made me cry
if i treat you bad
you know what its like to be me
its so hard isnt it
you had to see
if i hit you
now you feel the pain
know that i ran because it hurt
not because im insane
if i cry
im just sad
it doesnt mean much
i might be mad
if i wipe you tears
its because i still love you
im sorry and im always here
and you dont feel the same way to
if i jump
please never forget
i love you and telling you
was somthing i regret
i made you sad
and that was wrong
i guess i never new
i felt so strong
if you know what i mean
then know this to
you are the person i lived for
so i jumped for you
if i say sorry
and then run and hide
its to stop myself from jumping
and to save me from adolecent suicide
if i die
i died fo you
i know you hate that fact
im sorry but its true.