Suicidal
Suicidal.
Thats how it felt.
Dealing
with all the
bullshit
pain
stress.
Not enough strength
to take it all in.
Needed some help.
But at the same time
wanting
more.
Wanting the amazing
sensation.
But knowing that you will
dissapoint
discourage
hurt
all of those you love.
Pulling you apart
everyday.
Thats how it felt.
Suicidal.
Thats how it felt.
Dealing
with all the
bullshit
pain
stress.
Not enough strength
to take it all in.
Needed some help.
But at the same time
wanting
more.
Wanting the amazing
sensation.
But knowing that you will
dissapoint
discourage
hurt
all of those you love.
Pulling you apart
everyday.
Thats how it felt.
Suicidal.