Should've Known Better

I should've known better,
than too fall for you again,
but once again I didn't listen,
I followed my heart instead.

This feeling is becoming so intolerable,
is it normal to feel so dead?
Everything around me is crashing,
leaving me alone with my regret.

So do I hold on,
or do I let go?
Do I stay strong,
or do I grow cold?
I've seen my own ashes,
and wrote my last note.

Should I hold on,
or should I let go?

Am I here just for show,
like a puppet on a string,
I've always let you lead me,
but you always make me bleed.

Just stop trying to make me believe,
it's getting so hard to see,
why there was ever a you and me,
just give me a chance to leave.

So do I hold on,
or do I let go?
Do I stay strong,
or do I grow cold?
I've seen my own ashes,
and wrote my last note.

Should I hold on,
or should I let go?