Even

i wonder if he cares
if i should even dare
i mean i love him
and this makes my heart so dim
its been so hard not breaking down
anytime i see him, upon my face, a frown
i could never speak
what felt, what is, so deep
remembering back to what use to be
just tears me so deep inside you see
but i don't know if i should dare
cuz he might not even care