Un-real

Un-real

Torn, defeated, left with out a word.
Suffering, broken, & crushed.
Left smelling your smell.
Tasting your life.
Empty hopeless crying.
Grieving wishing & hoping
that it wasn't true.
Anger rises,
In the pit of my heart at you.
Hearing the whisper of your breath.
Dreaming of a time
Spent spent together.
furious with you
Breaking your things,
Throwing them out side, & breaking down to cry.
Re-living the last day, hour, minute, & second.
What about our plans?
Our life?
How many more
Tears can be cried?
How much more can it hurt?
All I can ask
Is why did you get onto
that bus after I begged you to stay.