Crash on a 4 car highway

I'll leave you behind in your little quant booth
I feel like a million needles, over and over
Oh God what will it take?
Wash me clean on this one trip ride
Down memory lane, I swear I'll fucking change!

No matter what I try to do
I am who I am ain't I?
Never before was I the heartache villain
Since when was love to be a deadly dose
Of bad-guy inducing drug overload?

Not once did I say I was sorry
WHY SHOULD I WHEN YOU ARE THE PROBLEM?!
I can't believe this is going on down the road.
Can I just pull over and blow a load?
What is happening inside my head?
WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON INSIDE MY HEART.
The ineptitude of ones creation,
I ONLY DID THIS CAUSE I THOUGHT IT MADE YOU HAPPY

Go on move on do service to another
I've known you since forever
Your kindergarten brother
On this sick simple highway that
I wanted to be a part of.
RIP ME APART YOU BITCH AND A HALF

I know you like watch me self destruct
Like an atom bomb Adam ready to bleed
Am I so weak you need to bust my teeth?
Let him love you more than I can
I HOPE HE KEEPS HIS SHIT CLEAN..

Let me crash my car
Or crash on your couch...