what a ride

tears bruning in my eyes
as i fall asleep to night

so many things have happened
in these last 4 months,

i never saw it coming
practicaly slapping me

what a ride
up and down
and sideways

love
and
hate

wisdom
and
ignorence

naive
thoughts
of first boyfriened,
first kiss

why is it so confusing?

people labling
do i look like a soup can?

no i didn't think so
i don't care what they think

but it annoys me
they wouldn't know goth if it bit them in the ass