You made me do it

Betrayed.
The only feeling I felt
After hearing what you said.
Just go put a gun in my head
Pull the trigger so I'll be dead.

Hate.
She's my constant companion
Forever I'll be her minion
You painted my life with crimson red
Just pull the trigger so I'll be dead.

Love.
Flesh and blood you know it for sure
But I'm not sure if this is the cure.
Million times I have bled,
Just pull the trigger so I'll be dead.

Sorry.
This would be my last word
You probably think I'm absurd.
"I'm sorry" that's what I said.
I pulled the trigger and now I'm dead.