Trapped Without a Cage

Sitting in my corner,
I watch life pass.
I wish it was over,
Because I need to get away fast.
No Shackles, No Chains,
Why? Because I am to blame.
So much space, but no where to run,
Life is life school, There's more than one way to be done.
It would seem that I'm doomed,
Because I'm at conflict with another person when i am the only one i the room.
Nothing left but to assure my vanity,
Or to simply plea insanity.
I'm trapped in a desert abyss,
Simply waiting for the thing I fear yet never run from,
DARKNESS