The Meaning Of Life

It seems that happy things
Never last
And Lasting things
Always fade
And I have to wonder

Is there a middle?

Is there a meaning to it all?

The meanings they give me
Well...they're stupid.
I refuse to believe
I'm here for no purpose
Other than to bring others
Into this grey life

How could I believe such crap?

How could I want to?

I couldn't want to
No one could want to
And those who do are fools
And those who don't
Can't live
And so does that make me dead?

I think I'm dead.

I think...I'm...

Dead.