Lost in the Lies

I'm tired of this sickness;
I'm tired of this lie
I hate that it's all I've ever known
The demons from my past
They want to make this last
I can't let them win,
I can't let them win

Silence from the darkness
It tries to take control
the image I've created
Is perfection to the core
I don't know what to do,
I don't know what to do

I've lost myself to this
This illness that tears me apart
I'm spiralling out of control;
My sanity is slipping away
And I can't stop it,
I can't stop it

I need to find a cure
Who's the doctor in this story?
I don't know what medicine I need
My light is fading fast
I don't know how to save it,
I don't know how to save it

Crashing symbols of brutal reality
Encouraging the nightmare of my mind's creation
I need to fix myself before I fall
I don't know if I can,
I don't think I can...