Loving you is lyk Suicide

I thought you cared
but all i did was change my ways for you
I had wished u had felt the same as me
now i'm sitting here wonderin why?

I'd be crushed if u walked away
I'd be lost and drowning in tears
if I was ever brought to reality
I need u in my life
Loving u is lyk suicide
I gave you my heart now i need it back
I love u but i hate u
loving u is lyk suicide

so i guess that means i'm suicidal
I see blood forming a puddle around me
It mixes with my tears
You walk in and see my limp vulnerable body lying in front of you
you rush to my side and say three words
The three words are all that i ever needed from you "I Love You"
You wonder why i cut myself... I do it for you!

I DON'T THINK I AM WHO YOU WANT ME TO BE...