Inside

Pain
That numbing constant feeling
Hurt
Something that never gose away
Betrayed
Only again and again
Love
Just forgotten
Alone
In a beating heart
Ravged
In mind and soul
Torn
Into a million pieces
Broken
No longer the word for it
Scattred Thoughts
Whole?
Can't even remember
Wishing
Just for ture happiness
Not this illusion
Suffering never ceasing.
Darkness
Grows ever stronger
Life
Fades
Becoming nothing,
But a hollow cracking shell
Living only breathing
Dead beyond the inside
Hope
A wavering, teasing flag
Escape,
Failed attempt after failed attempt
Re-newing misery
Comfort
Never lasts
Give up?
Can't
Hold fast
All too often
Missing
Everyone, everything
Fading
More and more
And no one even knows.