my snow angel

Tears fall down your cheek
Your buetifully pale skin
Like the snow of early winter
So soft
So innocent
Why must you cry my pretty?
Why must your smiles
Turn to tears?
You look at me
Your sorrowfull glance
Like you lost your world
And it looks right through me
Into my soul
I love you
I gaze back with regret
With complete and hopeless dedication
With complete love
I miss you
I'm sorry
I would scream it so loud
Even the angels could hear my plea
I miss you so much it hurts
I want you by my side
I want to help you hurting angel
It was i who struck the first blow
My desicion to leave was foolish
It was you who struck the seccond
Like chess
Life is a game of action and reaction
And fate
So i'll scream your name
Bloody my wrists
Stain my cheeks with tears
Maybe one day i'll wake up
And instead of thinking
Why am i here?
I want have direction
7-jan-07