Love or Hate?

It’s all so complicated,
Take the number off my phone,
I want to be near you,
Just leave me alone.

I can’t stay away,
I wish that I could,
Day after day,
This is not really good.

People say it’s love,
Maybe in a demonic state,
A gift from above,
Maybe one of pure hate.

The feelings all built up,
I wish to extinguish,
The way that you use me,
Leaves me in anguish.

I love how it feels,
When will it end,
All the compliments and attention,
You had me doing backbends.

I stood up for you,
I hated it all,
I always pulled through,
You let me fall.

I’m lost and confused,
Only one thing to do,
Though I really don’t want to,
Have to say bye to you.