see the real me

I wish you could see me now

See me for who I truly am

See me for what I've become

A girl so lost in her own world

A girl who doesn't know what reality is anymore

She sits in her room and cries all night

Holding the blade thats become her best friend

But you can't see

I guess your blind

I've been screaming for help

But its falling deaf to your ears

And as I've learnt

The loudest screams are the ones ignored