you cant change me

A new wind blows the new green leaves
A new vioce whispers in my ear
Just let it go
Let your road be yours
Im not sure what to do
But im not gonna let you push me around
Before i would do anything for you
Now?
I'm not sure
if i saw you again
I'm not sure wheather i'd
Slap you and insult you
Like you deserve
At least my mind says so
Or forgive you like my heart tells me to
I stand by your side
I defend you
I love you
Yet all you say in return
Is that i'm using you?
Is that all i mean to you?
I don't get you
You act like a friend
then turn around and stab me
Then claim you ment it yet still want me as a friend???
You hate poeple
Especially if they are
Aparently like i am
Then as soon as i offer
You go off at me
Tell me i'm not serious about this
Yet like the waek person i am
I concede
Too timid to tell you just to fuck off
Why?
Coz i dont mean it
I want to
So we can part on mutual terms
But i love you
So i am like a timid dog
So what if we do fix it?
I cant change who i am
You hate who i am
What would it change?
You say poeple dont change
Then why give me another chance
If i wont change
according to your logic
If you had have told me a month ago
I would have changed for you
But i wont
I am who i am
Like it or not
ray 13/1/07