A Little Itch.

a little itch
a sort of twitch
the pain in your stomach
the screaming
the bleeding
the yelling
the nothingness
he giggling at me
"take more! what will it hurt?"
i hate him
but i listen
2
4
6
8
im spinning
sinking
getting lover then bottom
melting through te rocks
my mouth goes numb
my eyes refuse to close
my stomach protests
i wobble to the mirror
smile
smile wide
i open my mouth
i wounder whats going on down there
i wonder .
i twitch
i go to the toilet
i shove my fingers in
and whats going on comes out
yes
very interesting
a pool of red
pure red
i smile
flush
take 5 more
i lay down
i sink lower
i think of him
my reality
how im hurting him
i rush to the drawer
pull out 4 blues
swallow
lay down
hes in front of me
pushing him towards me
pain in his eyes
then he smiles
lays with me
kisses me
and invades my dreams

and their deeper than they've ever been