Don't Give Up On Me Yet.

chocolate pudding
thats one think I can honestly say
I'm the best at making.
So I sat on my couch.
all alone
eatting chocolate pudding
watching Avatar: the last air bender
I was now 8 and a half months pregnant.
yea time flies when your fat
and working.
When you think about it
my life is sorta
dare I say
boring

I sighed getting up putting my bowl in the sink.
There wasn't much to do now
the show was over
everyone was out having fun
I had 2 choices
Go to bed
or
.....well okay I had one choice

So I waddled myself into my room and pulled the blankets over myself.
I closed my eyes.
ready to let sleep take me away
when a sharp pain flooded my body
I was scared
so I fumbled for my cell phone dialing the only number I could think of
Dad.

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" Paige! where are you! " He screamed as he fumbled threw my dark tiny apartment.
" I'm in here! " I breathed
the pain was crazy horrible.
He found his way to my room
where I lay
curled up on my bed
trying to handle the pain.

" Paige we have to get you to the hospital "
was all he said before he picked me up
and brought me out to his car outside.

" dad I'm scared " I wispered as he helped me into the waiting room sitting me down on a chair.
" it'll be fine " he smiled as he ran to find someone to help.
By now the pain had gotten worse
and honestly
I didn't think it would.
well more like I had hoped it wouldn't
I breathed slowly as I looked around the room.
wow
did I feel wierd.
People with broken arms
bleeding faces
kids crying
and here I sat
the pregnant lady.

I tried to become invisable
like I used to do in highschool
while I waiting for my dad to come back.

" Miss Smith? " a lady came appeared next to me
I looked up
" Miss Smith, we need to get you into the delievery room " She smiled.

why the fuck was she smiling
shes in a room with a bazillion people who are in pain
I nodded and god up and over into the wheel chair next to me.
" Don't worry. Soon all the pain will go away "

They didn't have time to get me pain medication.
So there I was.
in a short staffed delivery room.
" Nurse please find me someone to just keep her calm! " the doctor yelled
I was freaking out
which probably didn't help the fact that
they had very few people in the room to help
The nurse quickly left the room
only to come back in with a guy
who looked a little freaked out
that some nurse
dragged him in to a delivery room

I didn't blame him
I'd be shocked that he was there too
if I wasn't pre ocupied with having a baby.

" doctor hes the only one I could find that wasn't hurt or needed somewhere else " she said carefully
He looked at the boy
He was short
for a guy
a trucker hat covered his hair

" He's fine. we just need someone to calm her down "
He said grabbing the poor guy
" now Mr..." the doctor trailed off
The guy looked up
" My names Patrick "
he spoke softly
" Well Patrick, please would you just talk to her. Calm her down " The doctor instructed before going back to whatever the hell he was doing
Honestly the nurses looked like they were doing more then he was
He looked over at me.

" uh....I'm not exactly sure what to say to you " He said nervously

before I knew it, baby screams filled the room.
" Miss Smith you have a healthy baby boy " The nurse lifted up my baby
wow that was wierd to say
my baby
I broke down
in a good way
I was a mom.
but before I could really see him
they took him away to get weighed,
cleaned
or whatever they do to new borns
I layed back
but looked over at the guy, Patrick.
" I'm sorry they dragged you in here " I said as he sat in the chair in the corner
He shrugged
" It's fine. You needed me more then my friend did any way. He just broke his arm. You were having a kid "
I smiled a thanks
and He smiled in return

I've never felt the way I feel when I'm around you