Don't Give Up On Me Yet.

a trip to the big apple.

...Yea I was pretty bummed.
Have do admit
We drove all the way up there,
and the only one that was on the show was T.I.
Yea pretty much ew.

" Paige why don't we just spend the day here? " Jere said looking around.
" It's a nice day and we're miles from Mom " He laughed.
He had a point
again
He has lots of points doesn't he?

" Sure where do you wanna go? " I asked walking waddling back to my car along with Jere.
He shrugged.
Which ment ' music store '
cause well
we live in those kinda places.
Me more literally then him.
My friend owns a music store.
thats where I work
but I also rent the appartment
above it.

thats where I live
above the music store.
So needless to say
we drove threw New York City's busy streets to the nearest music store
which wasn't as far as
the traffic made it seem

" I need new strings for my guitar Jere. See if you can find me a few " I told him
before he ran outta my car into the store.
I sure do hope he heard me.

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" Here I found you these and these " He ran up to me holding
out strings and a strap that says Hot Momma
which made me laugh.
" hot momma? " I questioned.
He meerely nodded laughing.
Gotta love him
He always finds the wierdest stuff
that fits situations perfectly.

" can I help you guys with anything? "
the girl from behind the counter asked.
more like yelled.
She honestly looked like she really didn't care.
" Yea no we're good thanks " I yelled back
as she gave me a dirty look.

" New yorkers piss me off "
Jere mumbled putting a strap back on the wall.
" no kidding. I say we just go home. I'm pretty sure my store as this stuff too " I mumbled putting the stuff I had down
not even bothering to put it back
in its right place.
She doesn't care
why should I

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" Bye my Jere Jere " I cried.
I was sincerely upset he was leaving.
He was my buddy
my brother
my friend.
He wipped away a few of his own tears and hugged me.
" I'll call every other day and I'll Email every day "
He cried.

Yes we're a bunch of emos
shut up.

" Paige let go of him he needs to get on his plane "
My mother said pulling Jere away.
I could have slapped her right there.

" Flight 164 from Newark to Hollywood is now boarding "
Jere waved his last goodbye as he walked threw to the terminal
and my mother gave me a disgusted look.
that right there
was the time where I was glad
I had my own car.

" Bye dad I'm gonna go " I hugged my dad
" Bye Paige " He smiled
as I walked away without
huging my mother
I love him
not her.
Is it bad that I hate my mother?
She never really loved me
she just delt with me
so I never really love her.
I just deal with her
I got into my car and started singing along to my Hit The Lights cd as I drove back to my apartment.
gotta love Hit The Lights
they make me smile.