I Want To Wake Up Where You Are
Just Like A Pill
I didn’t tell the guys of my encounter with max I didn’t want the questions or the lectures that followed.
But I also stopped hiding; seeing Max once made me want to see him again and again he had this strange and terrible power over me Max Green did a power he probably didn’t even know he had. It was terrible I had just spent the last three years of my life trying to forget about this very man and all for what, for it to come crashing down in minutes. No seconds.
So I ventured out of my safe little bunk and bus that I had come to know very well I didn’t really want to take Adam with me just in case I did run into Max (I definitely wasn’t going looking for him even with this tortures feeling he had felt me with). But I had no choice but to take him Juliet was out getting cozy with Curtis Ward from “Bring Me The Horizon”, and the boys were out doing a boys only interview with Hanna-Beth for Buzznet TV probably fighting over her. So I grabbed Adam’s little Chuck Taylor converse popping them on his feet and doing up the shoe laces for him and headed out closing the door behind us.
We had only been walking for around five minutes when we saw him. No actually correction he saw us.
“Anna” he yelled
I turned around feeling a cold shiver run down my back as his beautiful voice gave me chills. Turning around I held Adam close to me but still let him walk beside me.
“Oh so who is this” Max bent down to get closer to his son and Adam flinched and grasped at my leg and I lifted him up so I was now holding him close to me
“This is my son” I replied
(Okay I said I had never been more scared in my life last time I saw Max at my door. This beat that I was shitting myself but I also knew I couldn’t lie anymore and I didn’t want to). Max looked genuinely hurt and this didn’t happen often
“Well you moved on fast didn’t you I mean after us” he used hand signals that made me want to laugh at him “he looks to be about…” he continued before I cut him off
“He’s just over 2” I finished his sentence
I needed to tell him he was his son but I didn’t know how. How was I just supposed to drop this into every day conversation?
I let all my venerability show for only a moment before scrunching up my face a little and letting out the truth
“No Max I didn’t move on… he’s actually your son” I let it out and almost instantly regretted it
“What do you mean?” he yelled
“I didn’t want to tell you because you hurt me and didn’t want you to hurt him as well you…you weren’t ready to be a farther Max” I half yelled back at him
“How do I even know you’re telling the truth Anna?” he had stopped yelling at me and I was almost crying
“Look at him and tell me he doesn’t look like you…his eyes his nose everything” I finished
He didn’t say anything he just looked shocked and horrified and seemed to look at me with a sense of disgust before turning and walking away, without a word.
But I also stopped hiding; seeing Max once made me want to see him again and again he had this strange and terrible power over me Max Green did a power he probably didn’t even know he had. It was terrible I had just spent the last three years of my life trying to forget about this very man and all for what, for it to come crashing down in minutes. No seconds.
So I ventured out of my safe little bunk and bus that I had come to know very well I didn’t really want to take Adam with me just in case I did run into Max (I definitely wasn’t going looking for him even with this tortures feeling he had felt me with). But I had no choice but to take him Juliet was out getting cozy with Curtis Ward from “Bring Me The Horizon”, and the boys were out doing a boys only interview with Hanna-Beth for Buzznet TV probably fighting over her. So I grabbed Adam’s little Chuck Taylor converse popping them on his feet and doing up the shoe laces for him and headed out closing the door behind us.
We had only been walking for around five minutes when we saw him. No actually correction he saw us.
“Anna” he yelled
I turned around feeling a cold shiver run down my back as his beautiful voice gave me chills. Turning around I held Adam close to me but still let him walk beside me.
“Oh so who is this” Max bent down to get closer to his son and Adam flinched and grasped at my leg and I lifted him up so I was now holding him close to me
“This is my son” I replied
(Okay I said I had never been more scared in my life last time I saw Max at my door. This beat that I was shitting myself but I also knew I couldn’t lie anymore and I didn’t want to). Max looked genuinely hurt and this didn’t happen often
“Well you moved on fast didn’t you I mean after us” he used hand signals that made me want to laugh at him “he looks to be about…” he continued before I cut him off
“He’s just over 2” I finished his sentence
I needed to tell him he was his son but I didn’t know how. How was I just supposed to drop this into every day conversation?
I let all my venerability show for only a moment before scrunching up my face a little and letting out the truth
“No Max I didn’t move on… he’s actually your son” I let it out and almost instantly regretted it
“What do you mean?” he yelled
“I didn’t want to tell you because you hurt me and didn’t want you to hurt him as well you…you weren’t ready to be a farther Max” I half yelled back at him
“How do I even know you’re telling the truth Anna?” he had stopped yelling at me and I was almost crying
“Look at him and tell me he doesn’t look like you…his eyes his nose everything” I finished
He didn’t say anything he just looked shocked and horrified and seemed to look at me with a sense of disgust before turning and walking away, without a word.
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