All That I've Got

It's May. There are just about...27 days left of school, and then freedom! Goodbye Junior year, and hello Seniority! As you may be wondering, I didn't, after all, get to go to the park yesterday. But, Blake did pick me up this morning. Jane was a bit confused at first, especially when I told her he was only a friend, but I think she was so happy that I actually had a friend, that she didn't ask any questions.
In other news: The whole school is talking about Blake and me. All the preppy girls who liked him were giving me glares, and I wish I was invisible again. When I'm with Blake, though, that's not exactly possible. Especially after he kissed me in the middle of the freaking parking lot. I was going to kill him, I swear to god.
It took almost all I had not to slap him...or kiss him back.

The only thing that bugged me today was that everyone was watching us. I don't even really care that Blake follows me anymore. It's actually really sweet!
In the one class that we don't have together, I got a lot of death glares, and whispers of 'slut', and 'emo' followed me through the hallways. But I mostly ignored them, flipping someone the occasional bird.

But you want to know the best part? I'm living again. I'm almost how I was before, with you. But not quite. At least I'm not a total recluse, though. I really like hanging out with Blake, and for the most part, Lissa's pretty cool.

...But there is one thing that keeps bugging me.

What happened between him and Lacy?