Forever & Always

“Once upon a time I believe it was a Tuesday when I caught your eye
We caught onto something, I hold on to the night
You looked me in the eye and told me you loved me
Were you just kidding cause it seems to me
This thing is breaking down we almost never speak
I don’t feel welcome anymore, baby what happened please tell me
Cause one second it was perfect and now you’re half way out the door

And I stare at the phone and he still hasn’t called
And you feel so low you can’t feel nothin at all
And you flash back to when he said forever and always
Ohh ohhh
And it rains in your bedroom everything is wrong
It rains when you’re here and it rains when you’re gone
Cause I was there when you said forever and always

Was I out of line did I say something way too honest
That made you run and hide like a scared little boy
I looked into your eyes; thought I knew you for a minute
now I’m not so sure
So here’s to everything coming down to nothing
Here’s to silence that cuts me to the core
Where is this going, thought I knew for a minute
but I don’t anymore

And I stare at the phone and he still hasn’t called
And you feel so low you can’t feel nothin at all
And you flash back to when he said forever and always
Ohh ohhh
And it rains in your bedroom everything is wrong
It rains when you’re here and it rains when you’re gone
Cause I was there when you said forever and always

You didn’t mean it baby, I don’t think so
Ohhh ohhhh

Oh back up, baby back up, did you forget everything
back up, baby back up, did you forget everything

Cause it rains in your bedroom everything is wrong
It rains when you’re here and it rains when you’re gone
Cause I was there when you said forever and always
ohhh
I stare at the phone and he still hasn’t called
And you feel so low you can’t feel nothin at all
And you flash back to when we said forever and always

And it rains in your bedroom everything is wrong
It rains when you’re here and it rains when you’re gone

Cause I was there when you said forever and always
You didn’t mean it baby, you said forever and always”

Once I finished singing I hit the off button and pulled the disk out. I just recorded the first song of my new alum and I already had the title and the first song that would be on it. I walked out of the sound booth and put the disk and another one into the copier. While I waited for it to copy I wrote on the cd cases, I heard the disk pop out and grabbed them. I wrote on the original and set it on Mike’s desk knowing he would find it in the morning, then turned off the light and walked out. I walked down the dark hall, I seen Jonas written on a door and opened the door. I flipped on the light and set the cd on the table, knowing it would be found when they came back. I sighed and was about to walk about but I went back to the cd and wrote.

To Joe;
Forever and Always.
-Kourtney

I smiled then walked out of the room, I needed to go catch my flight to New York. I had gotten my movie deal and my leading man was Shia Labeouf and I couldn’t wait to get started. I walked down the stairs and saw Lola and Mazz waiting for me with bags in their hands.

“Ready?” Lola asked.

“Yep. New York here I come.” I smiled.

I linked my arms with Mazz and Lola then we walked out of the studio, as we walked out I looked back and my mind went right to the roof. I seen Joe’s face flash threw my mind and his lips hit mine, the feel of his skin against mine, everything. I bit my lip and shook everything out of my head.

Forever and always was the biggest lie I had ever heard.