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Radio Man

032

Gerard is sitting on the lounge chair while Frank is sitting on the couch. The air between is thick. And fuck me lord this can not get anymore awkward.

“So. Uhh. About earlier,” Gerard looks up at Frank and Frank makes this squeaking noise in the back of his throat.

Gerard’s eyebrows throw up in the air.

Ok. Now it can’t get anymore awkward. Why me?

“Ha,” Is all he says. Ha.

“Ummm. Yeah,” Gerard bites his lip and Frank wishes god would just hurry and put him out of his misery.

No one likes to see a poor, short cute and sexy man in agony right?

“Ok. So. Mikey. Was lying. Ok. That’s. That’s what it is. Was. Yeah,” Don’t cry. Grown men don’t cry. No. no they don’t. fuck. Maybe they do.

“Frank. I. He wasn’t. Was he?” Gerard’s eyebrows are still stuck in his hair line.

“Yes. No. I mean. Yeah fuck. Ok. No,” Frank whispers the last bit.

Gerard sighs and nods his head a little.

“Don’t be embarrassed. I mean. I’m not gonna go off at you am i? I’d be a hypocrite seeing as I’m gay too,” Gerard isn’t making Frank feel any better.

“Can. Can you just leave now? I’m shamed enough ok. No need to make it worse,” Frank didn’t mean to be that harsh. Or maybe he did. He doesn’t know right now.

“Frank. Don’t. Don’t be like that. Look. Ummm,” Gerard is twiddling his fingers together and Frank can tell something bad is about to happen.

Don’t cry. Please. Eyes. Don’t betray me. FUCK YOU! Stop watering. It’s going to be fine. It’s. ohfuck

“F-Frank. Are you. Oh shit. Oh my god. Oh. Frank. No. don’t. don’t cry. Please. Ummm, fuck!” Gerard is kind of freaking out a little while Frank wipes away the tears that wont stop falling.

“J-just go. Please. Just go,” Frank isn’t looking up. So that is why he doesn’t see Gerard stand up and walk over towards the couch.

But frank does feel the couch dip down to where Gerard is now sitting.

“Hey. Hey it’s ok. I’m not going to do anything bad ok. Stop. Please. I’m not good with people crying. I end up crying too. So. Come on. Stop ok. Stop,” Gerard is rubbing Frank’s back and Frank is either going to keep crying or he’s going to fling himself onto Gerard.

Both outcomes Frank doesn’t want to happen.

“Shhh. I’m here ok. I’m. I’m not going anywhere,”

“but. But I want you t-to leave. Please. This. Fuck me,” Frank hiccups a little.

“No Frank. Look. I. I don’t know you very well. I mean. I know you from the radio station and shit. But. God. I don’t know know you. And,” Gerard pauses and Frank’s heart has broken so much right now he thinks it’s almost ash.

“D-don’t. Fuck Gerard. Please,” Frank is now crying harder. He doesn’t want to hear what Gerard says next.

“Frank. Fuck. Let me finish. I don’t know you that well. But.” Frank gets up and walks towards his room, leaving Gerard sitting on the couch with his mouth half open.

“Just leave!”

“Frank! Wait! Fuck sake!” Frank can hear Gerard running after him and now the tears are full stream, rolling and not stopping.

“N-NO! J-Just go. P-P-Please. I don’t. I don’t wan-want you to fe-feel b-b-bad. Just. Go-oh please,” Frank can’t stop hiccuping on his breaths, but Gerard is still moving towards him.

“Frank,”

“FUCK OFF!”

“NO! Frank LISTEN to me!”

“NO! Just LEAVE! please,”

And then Frank can’t speak anymore. And he can’t hear Gerard speaking. But he does feel something different.

Something that shouldn’t be there.

Gerard’s lips.
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Oh. OH OH OH OHOHOH!!! haha. I thought it was about time they.... showed each other their feelings xD

What do you think? Good time or not? And did I wait too long? LOL. A lot of people were becomming antsy. haha. horny fuckers.

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xxx jess