Status: Complete
I Never Meant to Hurt You
Meeting A7X
Shannon’s P.O.V
“Now what Jared?” I asked very pissed
“What Shannon?” Jared said taking his eyes from his papers
“Are you just going to let her go thinking that you are dead?” I asked
“It’s done. It’s the best and you know it.” Jared said
“No it’s not! DAMN IT JARED! You’re an idiot!” I yelled
“Shannon stop it!” Jared yelled standing up
“You’re crazy! You made up a stupid funeral just to make her believe! What is she? A doll?” I said putting my hands in the air trying to control my anger before our mother heard us
“She’s not. But she doesn’t deserve to see me like this!” Jared said looking at me
He had his arms partially burned, one broken leg and a serious injury on his face that fortunately didn’t get his eye.
“Anything is better then believing that you are dead.”
“Is for her own good.” Jared said leaving the room slowly.
Paty’s P.O.V
5 months later after Jared's 'death'
“Paty stop it, you’re living a life of a widow, that’s ridiculous.” Jo begged
“A part of me is gone please leave me.” I said sobbing
I was watching Jared’s videos from the tour. I watched them every single day, they kept Jared alive in my human memory.
“Stop it, you’re just hurting yourself.” Jo said grabbing my hand
“He can’t be dead. I feel empty but something tells me he’s not dead. I’m crazy right?” I said while tears ran down my cheeks
“No you are not.” Jo said hugging me tightly
Jo had been with me since I came back to Portugal. After that awful day, I hadn’t accepted anything else not even from Tim Burton. Suddenly my cell phone started ringing and I picked it up
“Hello?” I answered
“Paty?” Gerard asked
“Hi Gee.” I said wiping tears away
“Hey! Look I have an invitation for you.” Gerard said
“Gee please put me on the speaker so I can say ‘Hi’ to all.” I said
“Hi Paty!” All of them said
“Hi guys” I said trying to seem cheerful
“Well we know that you are kinda sad and we are going to be giving concerts during three whole months on a festival that goes all over the U.S. What do you say chocolate bear?” Gerard joked.
“Me with you guys for a whole month?” I asked looking over at Jo who was making me ‘yes’ moves with her head and hands
“Oh Paty don’t get bad on us, just say yes!” Frankie said
“Fine.” I said and all kinds of cheers were heard from the other side of the phone
1 week later
“Jo please.” I said trying to cheer my best friend up
“There he is.” Jo said pointing at a bench where Gerard Way was sitting. His hair was long and black again.
“Gerard?” I said in a low tone watching his hazel eyes turn to my face
“Gosh I missed you.” Gerard said getting up, hugging me.
“Damn it!” Jo said
“What?” I asked looking at her after Gerard let me go
“Those paparazzi vultures, come on we have to go.” Jo said pushing me by the wrist
We stopped in a gate way where I had to say goodbye to Jo. I hated airports, now more than ever. When I came from Bossier City it was the hardest goodbye ever, I had the strange feeling that Shannon wasn’t going to see me again but I wanted to see him so badly.
“Take care promise?” Jo asked
“Yes, I promise.” I said hugging her.
After this goodbye I went with Gerard in our flight. Gerard was always a good company besides he always let me sneak his drawings for the comic books.
“This is really good.” I said pointing to a female vampire
“Don’t you recognize her?” Gerard asked proudly, I looked at him oddly
“Should I?” I asked
“She’s inspired on you, don’t you see her eyes all red and wet.” Gerard said
“Wow, I really look like this don’t I?” I asked
Gerard and the My Chemical Romance guys spent some days with me, my most depressive days, when I didn’t eat, when I just cried and listened to Jared’s beautiful voice on 30 Seconds to Mars albums. I had been really bad for the past five months.
Hours later, California.
“Guys!” I said when I got inside the tour bus and just then I realized that there was no hotel room.
“Paty!” Frankie said hugging me and pulling me to the couch.
“Frankie behave!” Bob said pulling Frankie sense he was smashing me. I sat up and I looked around me
“Mikey, Ray.” I said hugging both and then turning to grab my suitcases but Gerard got on the way.
“I’ll show you where you’ll sleep.” He said taking my luggage through the so called kitchen
“The top bunk.” Gerard said pointing to a bunk in the right corner on the top. It has lyrics everywhere, unfinished draws and a sentence ‘Only Paty’s beware’.
“Thanks.” I said examining the rest of the bunks with a smile on my lips.
“It’s good to see you smile though that’s a weak one.” Gerard teased smiling widely at me, I blushed and I kicked his leg gently.
“What the hell are you guys doing here?” Frankie asked from the ‘living room’ or at least a room that looked like it, with at least 4 couches.
“Who is he talking to?” I whispered to Gerard
“Let’s see.” Gerard said going towards the living room with me following.
I stopped observing the room. Frankie was shouting at a group of men all with tattoos, one of them had black long hair and a hat what immediately called my observer nature.
“Frankie?” I asked
“Oh Pats sorry I bothered, I was kicking these guys out.” Frankie said glaring at the group of men. They all turned to me and I recognized them as Avenged Sevenfold.
“Come on Frank we are only paying a little visit.” The one I recognize as the guitarist said
Well I listened to Avenged Sevenfold but I knew nothing about them, not even their names.
“You’re drunk Syn get your ass out of here.” Frankie said
“No I’m not! And who’s that hottie over there?” Syn asked pointing at me
“Nobody.” Mickey said pushing me inside the bunk area.
“Come on man don’t be a party crusher!” Matt said laughing like crazy with Syn.
“What was that?” I asked
“He’s a woman eater Paty. And he’s drunk so he’s even worse, it’s late too so I guess you’re tired.” Mickey said
“I guess you’re right but I didn’t buy that story. There is something between that Syn and Frankie.” I said and then Mickey smiled innocently leaving me alone.
I took my pajama pants and a t-shirt and I dressed them quickly. I opened the tiny window to look at the moon when I heard a loud crash.
“Man you wasted our last beer!” Syn said laughing
“Sorry dude.” Zacky said
“Look there’s a little bird on the window.” Syn said walking towards the window where I had been observing
“What’s your name hottie?” He asked looking at me
“Paty.” I simply said smiling at his face
“Well nice to meet ya Paty. I’m Mr. Syn Gates, that’s M. Shaddows, Zacky Vengeance, Johnny Christ and The Rev is nowhere to be found.” He said pointing at each of the man
“Hi.” I said waving
“Well what are ya doin’?” Syn asked sitting on the floor
“I’m going to sleep.” I said
“Want company?” Johnny yelled supporting himself on Matt while smirking
“No, thanks.” I said keeping short on words
“It was so nice to meet you but we all need a beauty sleep.” Syn said getting up, taking his hat off and bowing.
I smiled and I closed the window. I jumped into my bunk and I grabbed a pen and I wrote ‘Another day, another sun, another life’ on the wall and then I placed my head on the pillow falling asleep.
“Now what Jared?” I asked very pissed
“What Shannon?” Jared said taking his eyes from his papers
“Are you just going to let her go thinking that you are dead?” I asked
“It’s done. It’s the best and you know it.” Jared said
“No it’s not! DAMN IT JARED! You’re an idiot!” I yelled
“Shannon stop it!” Jared yelled standing up
“You’re crazy! You made up a stupid funeral just to make her believe! What is she? A doll?” I said putting my hands in the air trying to control my anger before our mother heard us
“She’s not. But she doesn’t deserve to see me like this!” Jared said looking at me
He had his arms partially burned, one broken leg and a serious injury on his face that fortunately didn’t get his eye.
“Anything is better then believing that you are dead.”
“Is for her own good.” Jared said leaving the room slowly.
Paty’s P.O.V
5 months later after Jared's 'death'
“Paty stop it, you’re living a life of a widow, that’s ridiculous.” Jo begged
“A part of me is gone please leave me.” I said sobbing
I was watching Jared’s videos from the tour. I watched them every single day, they kept Jared alive in my human memory.
“Stop it, you’re just hurting yourself.” Jo said grabbing my hand
“He can’t be dead. I feel empty but something tells me he’s not dead. I’m crazy right?” I said while tears ran down my cheeks
“No you are not.” Jo said hugging me tightly
Jo had been with me since I came back to Portugal. After that awful day, I hadn’t accepted anything else not even from Tim Burton. Suddenly my cell phone started ringing and I picked it up
“Hello?” I answered
“Paty?” Gerard asked
“Hi Gee.” I said wiping tears away
“Hey! Look I have an invitation for you.” Gerard said
“Gee please put me on the speaker so I can say ‘Hi’ to all.” I said
“Hi Paty!” All of them said
“Hi guys” I said trying to seem cheerful
“Well we know that you are kinda sad and we are going to be giving concerts during three whole months on a festival that goes all over the U.S. What do you say chocolate bear?” Gerard joked.
“Me with you guys for a whole month?” I asked looking over at Jo who was making me ‘yes’ moves with her head and hands
“Oh Paty don’t get bad on us, just say yes!” Frankie said
“Fine.” I said and all kinds of cheers were heard from the other side of the phone
1 week later
“Jo please.” I said trying to cheer my best friend up
“There he is.” Jo said pointing at a bench where Gerard Way was sitting. His hair was long and black again.
“Gerard?” I said in a low tone watching his hazel eyes turn to my face
“Gosh I missed you.” Gerard said getting up, hugging me.
“Damn it!” Jo said
“What?” I asked looking at her after Gerard let me go
“Those paparazzi vultures, come on we have to go.” Jo said pushing me by the wrist
We stopped in a gate way where I had to say goodbye to Jo. I hated airports, now more than ever. When I came from Bossier City it was the hardest goodbye ever, I had the strange feeling that Shannon wasn’t going to see me again but I wanted to see him so badly.
“Take care promise?” Jo asked
“Yes, I promise.” I said hugging her.
After this goodbye I went with Gerard in our flight. Gerard was always a good company besides he always let me sneak his drawings for the comic books.
“This is really good.” I said pointing to a female vampire
“Don’t you recognize her?” Gerard asked proudly, I looked at him oddly
“Should I?” I asked
“She’s inspired on you, don’t you see her eyes all red and wet.” Gerard said
“Wow, I really look like this don’t I?” I asked
Gerard and the My Chemical Romance guys spent some days with me, my most depressive days, when I didn’t eat, when I just cried and listened to Jared’s beautiful voice on 30 Seconds to Mars albums. I had been really bad for the past five months.
Hours later, California.
“Guys!” I said when I got inside the tour bus and just then I realized that there was no hotel room.
“Paty!” Frankie said hugging me and pulling me to the couch.
“Frankie behave!” Bob said pulling Frankie sense he was smashing me. I sat up and I looked around me
“Mikey, Ray.” I said hugging both and then turning to grab my suitcases but Gerard got on the way.
“I’ll show you where you’ll sleep.” He said taking my luggage through the so called kitchen
“The top bunk.” Gerard said pointing to a bunk in the right corner on the top. It has lyrics everywhere, unfinished draws and a sentence ‘Only Paty’s beware’.
“Thanks.” I said examining the rest of the bunks with a smile on my lips.
“It’s good to see you smile though that’s a weak one.” Gerard teased smiling widely at me, I blushed and I kicked his leg gently.
“What the hell are you guys doing here?” Frankie asked from the ‘living room’ or at least a room that looked like it, with at least 4 couches.
“Who is he talking to?” I whispered to Gerard
“Let’s see.” Gerard said going towards the living room with me following.
I stopped observing the room. Frankie was shouting at a group of men all with tattoos, one of them had black long hair and a hat what immediately called my observer nature.
“Frankie?” I asked
“Oh Pats sorry I bothered, I was kicking these guys out.” Frankie said glaring at the group of men. They all turned to me and I recognized them as Avenged Sevenfold.
“Come on Frank we are only paying a little visit.” The one I recognize as the guitarist said
Well I listened to Avenged Sevenfold but I knew nothing about them, not even their names.
“You’re drunk Syn get your ass out of here.” Frankie said
“No I’m not! And who’s that hottie over there?” Syn asked pointing at me
“Nobody.” Mickey said pushing me inside the bunk area.
“Come on man don’t be a party crusher!” Matt said laughing like crazy with Syn.
“What was that?” I asked
“He’s a woman eater Paty. And he’s drunk so he’s even worse, it’s late too so I guess you’re tired.” Mickey said
“I guess you’re right but I didn’t buy that story. There is something between that Syn and Frankie.” I said and then Mickey smiled innocently leaving me alone.
I took my pajama pants and a t-shirt and I dressed them quickly. I opened the tiny window to look at the moon when I heard a loud crash.
“Man you wasted our last beer!” Syn said laughing
“Sorry dude.” Zacky said
“Look there’s a little bird on the window.” Syn said walking towards the window where I had been observing
“What’s your name hottie?” He asked looking at me
“Paty.” I simply said smiling at his face
“Well nice to meet ya Paty. I’m Mr. Syn Gates, that’s M. Shaddows, Zacky Vengeance, Johnny Christ and The Rev is nowhere to be found.” He said pointing at each of the man
“Hi.” I said waving
“Well what are ya doin’?” Syn asked sitting on the floor
“I’m going to sleep.” I said
“Want company?” Johnny yelled supporting himself on Matt while smirking
“No, thanks.” I said keeping short on words
“It was so nice to meet you but we all need a beauty sleep.” Syn said getting up, taking his hat off and bowing.
I smiled and I closed the window. I jumped into my bunk and I grabbed a pen and I wrote ‘Another day, another sun, another life’ on the wall and then I placed my head on the pillow falling asleep.
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