My Heart Is The Worst Kind Of Weapon
Life's Good. Well Apart From The Nightmares.
**Pete's POV**
I woke up with Destiny hugging me, shes asleep and so is everyone else for that matter Brendon leaning against me with Dest on the other side her head against my shoulder her sweet sores drowned out by Jon's and Pats snoring and Jays mumbling away to herself I guess shes a sleep talker which is a little strange.
"NO...please no" Dest whispers in her sleep she hugs me tighter "please god no.." and she starts to cry slightly, she starts breathing more heavily "god no please" she says a little louder and starts coughing really hard , really really hard
"Dest come on wake up its OK I'm here" I said stroking her face trying to wake her gently , she coughing even more now and bloods coming out "Dest come on wake it its OK its Me Pete" even more blood is coming out with every time she coughs "Bren wake up Dest's Bleeding" I poke him and he wakes up
"huh what why did you wake me up Pete?" he looks up and sees the blood on Dest "oh god Dest" he said getting up trying to wake her up Jay wakes up
"what are you lot up to?" she said waking up and looking at me, she looks at Dest "oh god not again" she said walking over
"what do you mean again?" I asked curiously
"she gets this sometimes she has nightmares and she gets a little hysterical" I look at her puzzled
"and she always does this" I said with concern, then she suddenly sits bolt upright struggling for breath "Dest!"
"Pete!" she says and hugs me and starts crying, I feel strage, i never had anyone just do this, I stroke her hair and hold her tight
"its OK your OK" I said hugging her as her hugs closer to me, she pulls away slightly and puts her hand to her stomach and takes it away there's blood on her hand "what the?" I say confusedly
"how did that happen?" Brendon asked as confused as usual
"don't worry. . .come on Dest" Jay said pulling her up from her spot on my lap, I got up as well and try and help her, she pulls away from you both
"leave me please i can walk" she said as I let go of her arm, she took about 2 steps forward then stopped and fell to the ground
"Dest!" Bren, Jay and I say in unison, I pick her up, shes so light and even with the blood shes gorgeous
"Put her on her bed" Jay said leaving for the bathroom "I'll get some water to clean her up" I do as she says and take her up to her room and lay her down Brendon's standing behind me
"I think me and the guys should leave let her you know. . recover sort of thing" he said looking at her with concern written all over his face
"you don't have to I mean she probably want to see you when she comes to" I said knowing that he does love her, in a friend kind of way, and she probably loves him, and hoping that she loves me because god I do love her, I cant stand seeing her the way she is, I have only known her for a few days but she seems like a best friend, or even a possible girlfriend..but still, its not right she doesn't deserve this, if only I knew why this happens.
**Destiny's POV**
"Pete" I said as I turn slightly, I open my eyes and I'm in my room, I sit up slightly and god does my stomach hurt. I look down and I'm bandaged up, but bloods seeping through. I get up and rest against the chair then get to the door and open it and I hear the T.V. Jay must be here everyone must have gone, I carefully walk down the stairs and to my surprise Pete Brendon and Jay are all sitting down there "Hey Guys" I said weakly as I walk into the room
"Dest your awake" Pete says getting up and getting me to sit down next to him, I rest against him and he loosely places his arms around me "You okay now?" he asks gently
"yeah I'm okay i guess" I said weakly knowing he doesn't believe a word of it "did she tell you why that happened?" I ask curiously
"No I thought you'd want to" Jay answered still watching the music video on the T.V
"what did happen?" Brendon and Pete asked in unison I look at them and sign slightly
"when I was little this evil man attacked me and my Parents when we went out one night , on my 11Th Birthday, the worst Birthday of my whole life, he killed my Parents right in front of me, he killed a eleven year old girls parents in front of her, my parents and the worst part was he wasn't even interested in me he just left me with my dead parents and he was never caught they said they was no evidence to prove my case. . .and ever since i keep on having the same nightmare. . ." a tear rolls down my cheek followed by another and then another then another, Pete holds me tight and pulls me in and I cry into his shirt
"I know nothing I can say will take away the pain of loosing your parents.." he said hugging me tight and stroking the back of my hair "But you got Me.."
"And me" Brendon said sitting down next to yus and hugging me
"And me.."Jay said hugging the space that was left of me, I pull away from all the hugging slightly and try to breath
"yeah I would like to breath guys" they all let go and I can breath more easily now. I look at Pete with a smile "Yep I do" I said rather randomly
"What?" he asked curiously
"I do love you. . .of course I do" he looks at me and smiles and I smile back, he kisses me on the forehead and Brendon pokes me in the back.
"Love me?" he asked with the puppy dog eyes and pout wich is SO cute
"Yeah why wouldn't I. . .But I love Pete that little bit more" I said doing the tiniest amount I could in between my fingers "tiny little bit, the tiniest bit possible promise" Pete looks at me with a sort of surprised smirk
"Really?" he said sort of surprised
"Yeah why not?" I said with a smile and putting my arm around Pete and Brendon's neck "Two of the three men I couldn't live without"
"Who's the third?" Jay asked confusedly
"Ryan 'cause he's just great too" I said with a smile
"I'll tell him that" Brendon said with a smile and kisses me on the cheek and Pete does the same, life's good well apart from the nightmares..
I woke up with Destiny hugging me, shes asleep and so is everyone else for that matter Brendon leaning against me with Dest on the other side her head against my shoulder her sweet sores drowned out by Jon's and Pats snoring and Jays mumbling away to herself I guess shes a sleep talker which is a little strange.
"NO...please no" Dest whispers in her sleep she hugs me tighter "please god no.." and she starts to cry slightly, she starts breathing more heavily "god no please" she says a little louder and starts coughing really hard , really really hard
"Dest come on wake up its OK I'm here" I said stroking her face trying to wake her gently , she coughing even more now and bloods coming out "Dest come on wake it its OK its Me Pete" even more blood is coming out with every time she coughs "Bren wake up Dest's Bleeding" I poke him and he wakes up
"huh what why did you wake me up Pete?" he looks up and sees the blood on Dest "oh god Dest" he said getting up trying to wake her up Jay wakes up
"what are you lot up to?" she said waking up and looking at me, she looks at Dest "oh god not again" she said walking over
"what do you mean again?" I asked curiously
"she gets this sometimes she has nightmares and she gets a little hysterical" I look at her puzzled
"and she always does this" I said with concern, then she suddenly sits bolt upright struggling for breath "Dest!"
"Pete!" she says and hugs me and starts crying, I feel strage, i never had anyone just do this, I stroke her hair and hold her tight
"its OK your OK" I said hugging her as her hugs closer to me, she pulls away slightly and puts her hand to her stomach and takes it away there's blood on her hand "what the?" I say confusedly
"how did that happen?" Brendon asked as confused as usual
"don't worry. . .come on Dest" Jay said pulling her up from her spot on my lap, I got up as well and try and help her, she pulls away from you both
"leave me please i can walk" she said as I let go of her arm, she took about 2 steps forward then stopped and fell to the ground
"Dest!" Bren, Jay and I say in unison, I pick her up, shes so light and even with the blood shes gorgeous
"Put her on her bed" Jay said leaving for the bathroom "I'll get some water to clean her up" I do as she says and take her up to her room and lay her down Brendon's standing behind me
"I think me and the guys should leave let her you know. . recover sort of thing" he said looking at her with concern written all over his face
"you don't have to I mean she probably want to see you when she comes to" I said knowing that he does love her, in a friend kind of way, and she probably loves him, and hoping that she loves me because god I do love her, I cant stand seeing her the way she is, I have only known her for a few days but she seems like a best friend, or even a possible girlfriend..but still, its not right she doesn't deserve this, if only I knew why this happens.
**Destiny's POV**
"Pete" I said as I turn slightly, I open my eyes and I'm in my room, I sit up slightly and god does my stomach hurt. I look down and I'm bandaged up, but bloods seeping through. I get up and rest against the chair then get to the door and open it and I hear the T.V. Jay must be here everyone must have gone, I carefully walk down the stairs and to my surprise Pete Brendon and Jay are all sitting down there "Hey Guys" I said weakly as I walk into the room
"Dest your awake" Pete says getting up and getting me to sit down next to him, I rest against him and he loosely places his arms around me "You okay now?" he asks gently
"yeah I'm okay i guess" I said weakly knowing he doesn't believe a word of it "did she tell you why that happened?" I ask curiously
"No I thought you'd want to" Jay answered still watching the music video on the T.V
"what did happen?" Brendon and Pete asked in unison I look at them and sign slightly
"when I was little this evil man attacked me and my Parents when we went out one night , on my 11Th Birthday, the worst Birthday of my whole life, he killed my Parents right in front of me, he killed a eleven year old girls parents in front of her, my parents and the worst part was he wasn't even interested in me he just left me with my dead parents and he was never caught they said they was no evidence to prove my case. . .and ever since i keep on having the same nightmare. . ." a tear rolls down my cheek followed by another and then another then another, Pete holds me tight and pulls me in and I cry into his shirt
"I know nothing I can say will take away the pain of loosing your parents.." he said hugging me tight and stroking the back of my hair "But you got Me.."
"And me" Brendon said sitting down next to yus and hugging me
"And me.."Jay said hugging the space that was left of me, I pull away from all the hugging slightly and try to breath
"yeah I would like to breath guys" they all let go and I can breath more easily now. I look at Pete with a smile "Yep I do" I said rather randomly
"What?" he asked curiously
"I do love you. . .of course I do" he looks at me and smiles and I smile back, he kisses me on the forehead and Brendon pokes me in the back.
"Love me?" he asked with the puppy dog eyes and pout wich is SO cute
"Yeah why wouldn't I. . .But I love Pete that little bit more" I said doing the tiniest amount I could in between my fingers "tiny little bit, the tiniest bit possible promise" Pete looks at me with a sort of surprised smirk
"Really?" he said sort of surprised
"Yeah why not?" I said with a smile and putting my arm around Pete and Brendon's neck "Two of the three men I couldn't live without"
"Who's the third?" Jay asked confusedly
"Ryan 'cause he's just great too" I said with a smile
"I'll tell him that" Brendon said with a smile and kisses me on the cheek and Pete does the same, life's good well apart from the nightmares..