When I'm Dead, You'll Be Crying.

Okay, so maybe I flirt with Tyler. I flirt with everybody! And, well, maybe Tyler's not that bad. He's like a little boy really. He's baby cute, you know?

Oh, my dear lord. Did I actually just say that? Well, don't blame me. I was out with Lucas tonight. We were having a good time, and I'm probably drunk on emotion. BUt, unfortunately, a drunken mind speaks a sober heart.

But, keep in mind, I totally love Lucas. I do, really, I do. He's my wonderwall. He's my hero and I'm his heroine. He's the peanut to my butter. The mickey to my Minnie and all that jazz.

You know what? Let's not focus on Tyler. Let's focus on... me being amazingly intelligent. I mean, it means that I'm in some of the same classes as Tyler, but it also means that I'm in the same grade as Lucas.

For the amount of hate I have for him, I really talk about him a lot, don't I? It's an obsession, I think. It's like, if I think about anything else, I'm moody. But if I talk about him, I feel strangely right and maybe even a bit evil.

This isn't good. It just can't be. It's not right. Maybe our parents were right? It's not like I know. I don't know what goes on in their heads. Nor do I want to, for that matter. But, I have a concert on April 8th, so it's all good. I can definetly forget about my troubles there.

I'm going to see Hinder at the Barry. It's gonna be so fun! I'm taking Lilly and Hanna and it's gonna be super fun. We're gonna have an amazing time and it's just that i'm so exited. It's not like it's my first comment or anything, but, I absolutely adore Hinder! Unlike Tyler.

Oh my god! It's like a disease! An infectious incurable disease! I need some sort of medicine! Ritalin! Ahaha! That'll keep me focused on only one thing. And that one thing is soo not going to be Tyler. I'm going to sue the Ritalin making company if I start thinking about Tyler whilst I'm on it. Better not take it on a school day, haha.