All Ways The Same never changin

My mouth was dry, it was cold, my legs hurt, but i ran through the wet grass hand in hand with my friend but i didn't care i didn't care at all,
I only cared about the Giant hole in my heart it was burning bleeding,
but. . . .I had to believe that she'd be safe,

Safe sounds to impossible right now

It was now 9:30 at Liz's Orphanage for girls,
everyone was asleep,

well almost everyone that is,

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
I was laying on my back
in my bed, there was nothing wrong with that
besides the fact that if people catch me I'll be murdered along with Dawn,
only if they find out what I'm about to do that is.
so i hope they wont.
I slowly got out of bed, and walked past the rows of beds quietly of course,
once i got to the door i slipped out,
after i had closed the door i turned around and nearly screamed someone grabbed me and pulled me into a door way,
I tried to scream but my mouth was covered by something. . . a hand,
A arm rapped around her middle and bound her arms to her sides
she was immobile and helpless
she tried to struggle and make a noise
then there was a whisper,
they are coming quite once they have passed i shall let you go but until then please hush the attacker was obviously male but then,
I stopped struggling only to hear the foot steps the frighting voices of....THEM the dreaded killers,
we slipped further in to the shadows,
I trembled in fear, I hated my cowardice but i could not help it
i whimpered the slightest sound
the people i could not see stopped and whispered,
the hand left my mouth and rapped further around my body pulling my closer,
and then suddenly flipped us around so the he was pressing his body against mine,
quickly unbuttoning the top of my night gown (note: this is in like a "old fashion" time so there cloths are like that to . . .think pirates of the Caribbean style Kay :d )
i tried to struggle against him, he left my top which was undone and then moved on to my hair making it look all messy and then he did the same to his,
i remembered something,

hey Dawn did you hear?
hear what kia?
that there's a new gardener but he does EVERYTHING!
and he doesn't want to get paid but i herd that they pay him by letting him roam the halls having his way with female orphans and maids isn't hat funny?!
WHAT! FUNNY HE"S A SLY F****ING PIG HAVING HIS WAY!?
HAVING HIS BLOODY WAY!
KAI DO NOT EVER LEAVE MY SIDE ONCE! DO YOU HEAR ME IF I SEE HIM I SWEAR! I"LL
hey hey dawn calm down! only with willing people,
WHO IS WILLING HERE WHAT THE HELL WHY Would THEY LET HIM DO THAT WHAT DOES THAT MEAN HWY WOULD HE IMAGINE WHAT TYPE OF PERSON HE IS ITS DISGUSTING!
WHY WOULD THEY HIRE SOMEONE LIKE HIM!
WERE DID YOU FIND THIS OUT!?
u-u-um w-w-well, i-i-i t-talked to him and stuff he seems nice t-then i heard from another o-
ARE YOU STILL VIRGIN KIA!?
DAWN! OF COURSE YOU IDIOT!
WHAT TYPE OF QUESTION IS THAT!?
I DUNNO ALL I KNOW IS THAT YOU WENT NEAR A FRICKEN RAPER!
HE IS NOT A RAPER
OH SO YOU DEFENDING HIM NOW!
NO I AM NOT
girls shut up! its light out!
they shutted up and went to bed

he must be the gardener it would explain why he smelt like dirt
and i mean that literally
Lian? is that you
I froze they knew we were here
the boy named Lian grabbed me and started to kiss me i tried to struggle but he just grabbed my arms and held them behind my back
DAMN IT! he's strong, ugh i know why he's doing this but still!
don't wake anyone, one of them said
then they moved on and left. . .they actually left!
he stopped kissing me and waited a moment,
moan, he said
HUH? i said
he grunted and kissed and bit my neck i couldn't help it. . .-.- i moaned you have no idea how much i hate myself right now
then he stepped back and began fixing himself up,
i slumped the the floor and wiped my mouth and began spitting
oh come on its not hat bad I was good, he smirked
great i owe my life to a cocky ass . . .what have i got myself into!
i spat on his shoes, and stood up and re-did my buttons and fixed my hair and began to walk away, but he grabbed my arm and spun me around,
Hey were do you think your going?
thats none of you piece of pie mister!
wow creative pie? I'd like a piece of pie.
I rolled my eyes
if it didn't make to much noise i would've already slapped him
besides you gave me this
my eyes pooped as he pulled out . . .THE MAP!
YOU BASTARD! GIVE IT BACK,
I mentally slapped myself,
shit i muttered i was to loud
he rolled his eyes and began to sprint down the hall to the library he still had my hand so i was forced to follow or be pulled along,
What the hell am i doing being pulled along like this!? i should go back to my room and pretend this never ever happened,
i should kick him were it don't shine!
i don't know anything about him!
UGH DAWN WOULD KILL ME!
i wrenched my arm away and tried to grab the map
(A/N: okay ppls lemme tell ya something its 12:40 here Australia I'm tired plus I'm listing to pirate music ya no the one with jack sparrow who plays johnny depp. . . .oops see what i mean so no trash talking me or I'll kick you nuts and if you don't have nuts I'll kick your face yea i knwo harsh but like a i said I'm tired T^T plus love life problems so SHUT IT!)
he got away he was quick to your ordinary gardener!,
i stood still looking him in the eye he smirked
he opened his mouth to speak wile smiling
MY CHANCE HE'S CLOSED HIS EYES
i quickly grabbed the map and ran back down the hall but just before i turned the corner i heard voices stopped just in time Lian was right behind me he nearly slammed into me and made me fall over, the voices vanished around the other corner i quickly ran again in to my bed room (A/N: her room ain't that far away from the library also shes a fast runner. . . TRASH TALK NO BABIES EVER FOR YOU, UNLESS YOU FEMALE THEN NO FACE EVER! )
I closed the door and jumped on my bed and got under the covers clutching the map to my chest,
I was sweating and breathing heavily

I squeezed my eyes shut and tried to sleep,

but of course it would not come