When You Cry Cause It Hurts Doesn't Mean Your Not Heard, Cause Aloud In Heaven The Angels Cry With You

Frank's P.O.V.

okay what the hell??? I just saw Esther make-out with Gerard....Fuck...now I'm mad at the both them....how could Esther do this to me? now she's walking over here...

Esther's P.O.V.

I have to tell Frank how I feel...he looks pretty mad....he just shook his head at me, eyes full of tears and began to walk away...

"Frank, wait!" he picked up speed...I ran after him....he stopped...I caught up to him..."how could you do this to me Esther? HOW?"

"I-I’m sorry....please stay Frank I need totalk about this..."

"THEN TALK!"

"o-okay....well you see...Frankie I still like you ... a lot....but I also like Gerard and I still have feeling for my ex and I'm just.....feeling a lot of mixed emotions.....I don't now what to think or feel..." he just looked at me...I started to cry...he hugged me.

"shh it's okay...I'm sorry..." I just shook my head....

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....it's been a while since the party....we were having band practice and guess who shows up? MCR! okay....damn we're not even half as good as they are and they expect us to play for them? dammit.. I gave both Gerard and Frank a hug then started to play..

"this song is called anything for you by Evanescence."

I'd give anything to give me to you
Can you forget the world that you thought you knew
If you want me
Come and find me
Nothing's stopping you so please release me

Chorus
I'll believe
All your lies
Just pretend you love me
Make believe
Close your eyes
Ill be anything for you

Have you left to make me feel anymore
There’s only you and everyday I need more
If you want me
Come and find me
Ill do anything you say just tell me

Chorus x2

Anything for you

All without your hurt inside
Will ever never die
I'll be, everything you need

Chorus

....They clapped, Gerard and Frank looked I don’t know...strange? ....anyway I wanted to play some more...the next was Tourniquet by Evanescence also...

"this song is called Tourniquet."

I tried to kill the pain
But only brought more
(So much more)
I lay dying
And I'm pouring crimson regret and betrayal
I'm dying, praying, bleeding and screaming
Am I too lost to be saved?
Am I too lost?

My God, my tourniquet
Return To Me Salvation
My God, my tourniquet
Return To Me Salvation

Do you remember me?
Lost for so long
Will you be on the other side?
or will you forget me?
I'm dying, praying, bleeding, and screaming
Am I too lost to be saved?
Am I too lost?

My God, my tourniquet
Return To Me Salvation
My God, my tourniquet
Return To Me Salvation

(Return to me salvation)
I want to die!

My God, my tourniquet
Return To Me Salvation
My God, my tourniquet
Return To Me Salvation

My wounds cry for the grave
My soul cries for deliverance
Will I be denied Christ?
Tourniquet
My suicide

that song means a lot to me...we played another one...

"okay just one more after this and were one...this one is called missing."

Can you stop the fire? Can you stand to fight her?
You can't stop the fire. You won't say the words.

Please, please forgive me
But I won't be home again
Maybe someday you'll look up,
And, barely conscious, you'll say to no one
Isn't something missing

You won't cry for my absence, I know
You forgot me long ago
Am I that unimportant
Am I so insignificant
Isn't someone missing me

Even though I will sacrifice
You won't try for me, not now
Though I'd die to know you love me
I'm all alone
Isn't someone missing me

Can you stop the fire? Can you stand to fight her?
You can't stop the fire. You won't say the words.

Please, please forgive me
But I won't be home again
I know what you do to yourself
I breathe deep and cry out
Isn't something missing

Even though I would sacrifice
You wont try for me, not now
I would die to know you love me
I'm all alone
Isn't someone missing me

Can you stop the fire? Can you stand to fight her?
You can't stop the fire. You won't say the words.

"okay this time we'll play a my chemical romance song..."

GO!

To un-explain the unforgivable,
Drain all the blood and give the kids a show.
By streetlight this dark night,
A séance down below.
There're things that I have done,
You never should ever know!

And without you is how I disappear,
And live my life alone forever now.
And without you is how I disappear,
And live my life alone forever now.

Who walks among the famous living dead,
Drowns all the boys and girls inside your bed.
And if you could talk to me,
Tell me if it's so,
That all the good girls go to heaven.
Well, heaven knows

That without you is how I disappear,
And live my life alone forever now.
And without you is how I disappear,
And live my life alone forever now.

Can you hear me cry out to you?
Words I thought I'd choke on figure out.
I'm really not so with you anymore.
I'm just a ghost,
So I can't hurt you anymore,
So I can't hurt you anymore.
And now, you want to see how far down I can sink?
Let me go, fuck!
So, you can, well now so, you can
I'm so far away from you.
Well now so, you can.

And without you is how I disappear,
And without you is how I disappear,
Whoa whoa... (And without you is how I disappear)
Whoa whoa... (And without you... is how, is how, is how...)
Forever, forever now!