When You Cry Cause It Hurts Doesn't Mean Your Not Heard, Cause Aloud In Heaven The Angels Cry With You

(The song I use here is The Used - I Caught Fire.wma)

Esther’s P.O.V.

“Okay, so we have 2 more new songs for you guys to listen to. I wrote them only a few days ago.” I spoke into the mic. “This one is called lies.”
[a/n: please actually read my song lyrics and tell me if they’re good.]
I lock myself away, tightly
Pressed up against the mirrored walls
I can’t escape all the lies
I can never find a place to hide

Bridge

It’s like nothing I’ve ever seen before
Surrounding me are large closed doors
Locked up tight
I cannot see
All these lies are slowly seeping into me

Chorus

I’m sinking
And I’m falling
Deep into this pool of blood
I’m dying
I’m trying
To ignore all these lies surrounding me

I need to leave this darkness
And disappear from all of the lies
Only one way to finally find out the truth
And run away from my disguise (I’ll end this demise)

Bridge

It’s like nothing I’ve ever seen before
Surrounding me are large closed doors
Locked up tight
I cannot see
All these lies are slowly seeping into me

Chorus

I’m sinking
And I’m falling
Deep into this pool of blood
I’m dying
I’m trying
To ignore all these lies surrounding me

It’s a clean straight cut
Wrapped around my wrist
It’s taking all the pain away
Taking away all the lies

Chorus

I’m sinking
And I’m falling
Deep into this pool of blood
I’m dying
I’m trying
To ignore all these lies surrounding me

My days are over now
No more secrets
No more lies
I finally drowned in my pool of blood
And I have ended my demise. (The lies are gone, they disappeared)

They clapped wildly and I grinned. “Okay now this one is called alone.”

I feel so alone
Trapped in this darkness I call my home
I feel my anger draining me
These cruel ones who are killing me
Trapping me in this steel cage I call myself.

Chorus
My home is too far
My friends are not near
My needs are too strong
My wants drive me crazy

I linger in this darkness
Knowing this is the only way to keep myself sane
Can’t seem to hide myself from the fear
Knowing my life is nearing an end
Hanging on a string tied tight around my neck

Chorus
My home is too far
My friends are not near
My needs are too strong
My wants drive me crazy

The heart shaped locket sinking into my chest
My bloodstained tears drop from my worn out eyes
I'm loosing the life that I loved to hate
Not quite knowing how to collaborate

I lost myself
Falling into the darkness
I used to be apart of
I’m falling fast
The deeper I go
So fast it drains me

Chorus
My home is too far
My friends are not near
My needs are too strong
My wants drive me crazy

And I am truly alone.

“And now for a cover song…by the used…it’s called I Caught Fire” I cleared my throat. I had hope no one would mind. (a/n: Remember the link at the top? Click it to listen or download or whatever.) the song started.

Seemed to stop my breath
My head on your chest
Waiting to cave in
From the bottom of my...
Hear your voice again
Could we dim the sun
And wonder where we've been
Maybe you and me
So kiss me like you did
My heart stopped beating
Such a softer sin...

(I'm melting, I’m melting)
In your eyes
I lost my place
Could stay a while

And I'm melting
In your eyes
Like my first time
That I caught fire
Just stay with me
Lay with me
Now

Never caught my breath
Every second I'm without you I'm a mess
Ever know each other
Trust these words are stones
Why cuts aren't healing
(why cuts aren't healing)
Learning how to love

I'm melting (I'm melting)
In your eyes
I lost my place
Could stay a while
And I'm melting
In your eyes
Like my first time
That I caught fire
Just stay with me
Lay with me
(Stay with me lay with me now)

You could stay and watch me fall
And of course I'll ask for help
Just stay with me now
We could take our heads off
stay in bed and just make love that's all
(stay in bed, just make love that's all)
Just stay with me now

I'm melting (I'm melting)
In your eyes
I lost my place
Could stay a while
and I'm melting

In your eyes
Like my first time
That I caught fire
Just stay with me
Lay with me
In your eyes
I lost my place
Could stay a while
and I'm melting
In your eyes
Like my first time
That I caught fire
Just stay with me lay with me
(Stay with me, lay with me)

In your eyes
Let's sleep till the sun burns out
I'm melting in your eyes (I'm melting in your eyes)
In your eyes
Let's sleep till the sun burns out
I'm melting in your eyes

I looked deeply into Frank’s eyes, tears welling up in his and my own. I walked up to him and we kissed. It was a soft kiss, loving, caring, just really nice. Tears pouring down his and my cheeks I smiled into the kiss. We pulled apart and smiled. He hugged me and I hugged him back, crying quietly into his shoulder. He ran his fingers through my hair and whispered, “I love you.” I hugged him tightly and just cried more. I never thought I could be this happy. I really loved him. I looked up at him and wiped some of the tears off my face. “I love you too.” He smiled and wiped a stray tear from my cheek. He kissed me softly again. It was a short kiss but it was full of love and meaning. I suddenly heard a chorus of

“Awwwwwww!” I looked to my left and smiled. Everyone was looking at us and smiling. Everyone but Gerard, he seemed to disappear. I looked questioningly at his empty seat and shrugged. Frank dragged me back to his seat and pulled me onto his lap. He swept the hair off my neck and kissed it gently. I smiled.

This is one of the best band practices ever.