Forever Lost . . .

*that night *
fay sat down on the bolcony, and sighed, tomorrow was class. . . .
ugh, man am i pathetic! she shouted at her self
*next day . . . . .fays p.o.v's* >>>>> http://www.polyvore.com/fay/set?id=7368137 that is what fay is wearing
i grabbed my big bag with the words RIOT! and PARAMORE! all over it it was a big fat wide dance bag, that i took with me every where
after i had packed the new cd's i had just spent five hours last night burning off, and alther bits and peices i got in my car,
and drove off to the next town wich wasn't very far away,
once i had got in the door ( and as usual i was teh first one there) i started tp unpack things pull out the mats and get the tables out of the way got the newest CD out and popped in in the CD player all in time for the first few people to get here,
Hey fay here's this weeks and next weeks payment. said one of the kids who had lined up to talk to fay
oh thanks chris,
it was time to start the class,but he still wasnt here. . .i have no choice i have to start teh class now,
All right everyone! line up and sit down please i have a few things to go over!
every one was on there butt's in a second,
um ok well i've ade like a million CD's last night for you guys-
SORRY WE'RE LATE! yelled a little girl runinning in through the still open door followed by anotehr teenage gu around 19
fay's heart fluttered,
its all right lilisa just have a seat over there,
the guy walked over to fay and handed her the money for this class,
here sorry were late she drank like a bottle of water before we let and had to pee for like ten minutes,
no prob zev,you gonna watch again or leave?
nah promised her i'd watch,
lilisa began whispering among the crowed,
i'll let you get back to it then, said zev and walked over to where the horde or perents were sitting on chairs and tables and stuff,
fays heart was beatting real fast now,
all right now where was i. . . um
CD'S MISS, yelled a teenage boy around fays age
ah yea thats right well i made alot of CD's for all you guys and i'm gonna give you one each, and through the week i want you all to come up with your own dance for at least one of songs on there,
there was a loud moan from the crowd,
ALRIGHT UP I WANT TEN SLIDES TEN JUMP SLIDES AND TEN DIPS TOO THIS SONG FIND THE BEAT AND FOLLOW IT!
fay clicked the play button ont he CD player and the song spiderwebs by No Doubt came on
everone was up in five seconds sliding across the floor, doing there own bitsand peices with it

.......three days later........

I WANNA SEE YOU MOOOOVE IT! yelled heley from paramore into teh mic
the crowd screamed for all there worth
IT'S BORN FOR THIS!the crowd went wild screaming
and began ot sing along the amount of voices were over whelming
oh no i just keep on fallin'
back to the same old!
*after the show*
WHOA MAN (teehee) THAT WAS FRCKEN AWESOME!
i know right
YEA!!!!
hi alex hi fay. said jay running up to them,
HI JAY WASNT THAT FRICKEN AWESOME!
for god sakes shut up fay your yelling in my EAR! said alex yelling the last bit in fays ear
sorry alex, sorry jay,said fay with puppy dog eyes
haha thats fine hey alex wanna go to the beach, said jay
ah yea i guess what about you fay?
nah i'm good, gotta do some stuff for the dance class,
oh ok then cya fay. said jay happily grabbing alex's hand and pullng her towards his bike
(MOTOR BIKE THAT IS WOO!)
fay sighed, looked round for a taxi or a phone to get back home
pft just my luck no taxi no phone mobiles outa signal, said fay with a gloomy look,
fay! IS THAT YOU!?, yelled the all most to reconizible voice of lilisa
fay frezed there's no way he would be-
hey fay what are you doing out here?,
o-oh hey zev, i went to a concert with some friends, but they all ditched me said fay turning around rubbing the back of her head,
that is half the truth. . .
what are you guys doing here?
oh where just getting some groceries and stuff doing a little bit of present shop-lilisa was cut off
zev quickly coverd her mouth,
present shopping? maybe its one of there friends birthday?

ooooo~ are you gonna walk home? asked lilisa running circles around fay, after zev had let go of her mouth,
it seems i have no choice the phones dead no mobile signal and theres no taxis or tains and that stuff around,
but i dont mind,
HEY ZEV! we could give fays a ride back to her house right? RGHT!
asked lilisa jumping onto his back,
ah yea sure i guess want a ride fay?
um sure thanks heaps
oh yea i'm in deep shit now!a ride with zev, haha i love my life! NOT!

thanks lilisa zev! said fay jumping out of the car and walking up the steps of her door, zev honked once then drove away,
fay sighed and looked for her the key to her door, it started to rain, fay was soaked through
ugh! stupid heart STOP HURTING! DAMMIT!
how could yo fay!? your leaving us to live with a guy three years older then you?
mum i love him!
FAYLEY MILLOWS! FOR GOD SAKES YOU JUST TURNED SIXTEEN! YOU DONT KNOW WHAT LOVE IS! screamed my motehr at me from across teh room
YES I DO IM HAVING HIS BABY I THINK I KNOW WHAT LOVE IS! i screamed back at her
. . .your what?
he's bought us ad apartment in a small town by the coast, we'll be happy there, i know im young and i didnt mean to have a baby but im sure as hell not going to get rid of it and i know you cant handle another child mum you already have six!
I CANT LET YOU! FAY THIS IS GOING TO RIUN YOUR LIFE! she was screaming again
i know i'll be a good mum just give me a chance,
please
after i had got to the apartment that he said he would meet me at.
i found a note, it said
dear Fayley,
you have no idea how much i love you, you never will,
and after this you will probably hate me, i wont blame you,
but i can not be a father, i'm to young for that,
so are you,
i bought you the apartment also theres a salon next door that you can work at to keep the place running,
i would've stayed and asked you to have an abortion, but i know you wont do that,
and i dont think i cant stand being arond you,
not becuase your an ubearble person but jsut becuase
so i cant stay with you,
if only this had happen a few years from now it could have all worked out,
but you know i dont think it was ment to work out,
theres someone else for you and for me
that someone will be the one to carry your real baby,
and be my wife
I Love You For Now And Forever <3
Zev