Forever Lost . . .

Fay?
OH MY GOD! Fay!
screamed alex hugging me and crying,
then jay and miley busrt through the door,
wait. . the door i looked around
a hospital,
wait why am i in a hospital?, i asked aloud
alexs face scowled imeddently
YOU FREAKIN BITCH TRIED TO FREAKIN KILL YOURSELF YOU FUCKING IDIOT!
AND IF IT WASNT THANKS TO TIEN YOU WOULD BE FREAKIN DEAD YOU CRAZY BITCH TRYING TO LEAVE ME LIKE THAT WHAT THE HELL WHERE YOU THINKING!?
i cringed,
alex stop yelling,said miley gently
wha! dont you haven anything to say!?
yes, yes i do Fay-WHAT IN THE NAME OF FREAKIN HELL DID YOU THINK YOU WHERE FREAING DOING YOU CRAZY BITCH!,
i felt the tears well up and spill over,
i-i-i'm sorry i-i-i-i j-just c-couldnt t-t-take the-the. . . . a-any m-m-more
i kept trying to opolgize but it all came out as mubles and gasps and tears
then some one slapped me i looked up,
it was my mum
How dare you
how dare you waste your life like that
the life i gave you
how could you think of doing such a thing
do you not care about the presciuos thing you have
How dare you even try to leave me
How dare you scare me like that
HOW DARE YOU NOT TLAK OT ME ABOUT THIS!
then my own mother MY mum started to cry
started to cry over me,
what have i done?
i cryed and held my arms out to her and she embraced me along with alex miley jay my dad my brothers
and we all cried,

*alex p.o.v's*
i woke up with jay again for the second time,
ad looked at the clock. it was 10:30,
ugh. i slept in agian,
WE WHERE BORN FOR THIS!
WE WHERE-
once again alex cut her ringtone off and answeerd it,
yellow?
Alex? thank god i tried to call you like ten times!
oh sorry miley i was sleeping,
look alex we've got problems come over to fays
WHAT!? WHAT THE HELL HAS SHE FU-
its not fay. . .it's who has come to see fay. . . .
w-what do you mean miley?
i dunno but its not good so gte your butt down here!
then there was a dial tone
GOD DAMMIT! I screamed storming into the bathroom for a quick shower
after five minutes of feriuos scrubing
i heard a knock onthe door
WHAT IS IT JAY? i yelled not meaning to sound rude and failing terribley
alex are you ok? jay had asked i could see his shoadow through the shower curtain,
the water ran down my skin washing away the soap and shampoo
alex. . . .talk to me, im here for you said jay pleadingly
as the tears ran down my face.
i turned off the shower and pulled a towell rapped it aroud myself and stepped into jays waiting arms,