Stay With Me, Don't Let Go

"I cannot believe you would do this to me..." I said through clenched teeth and I couldn't help it, but fat tears started to fall down from my eyes to my cheeks and to the floor. I could almost hear the plop as it fell on the floor.

"No, Lia, it's not-"

"You know what? Shut up."

And with that, I stormed out of the kitchen, into the living room and out of the door. I slammed it shut behind me and I just let the tears I was saving just escape. I don't care if everyone saw me.

There were a few people who stared at me as I was storming out. Excluding Lana and Kyle - they were still kissing, Lana pushed hard against the wall with Kyle looking like he was trying to push her more [as if she wasn't already squashed]. They were kissing madly, moaning as well and Lana's leg going round Kyle's waist.

I didn't care where I went, I just had to go somewhere. Why would Will even do that? And he knew as well as I did that I had just told him I was ready for a relationship. Then he goes and does that? After all that he said, after all that I said - that I loved him, and that I was ready. He wanted me to ready.

Well, I was right. It was all just a stupid trick. He never loved me, he just wanted to know my feelings. Ugh, how could I have been so stupid? I should've trusted the part of me which said he was lying.

I was jogging really, letting my tears - which were still running down - fly behind me. I wiped my cheeks with the back of my hand now and again while coming up with a reason on why Will would do that. I was about to turn a corner which I wasn't familiar of, when an arm grabbed my shoulder. I turned around.

And oh, surprise surprise, the Liar's there in front of me.

I groaned in annoyance. "Leave me alone," I muttered harshly and I took off again, sprinting this time. I wanted to get away from him and just have some alone time until I could get this figured out. There was too much to take.

"No, Lia, listen! Please! It's not what you think-" Will began to yell behind me.

I stopped dead in my tracks. The last bit was the reason. "It's not what I think?! I saw you kissing someone else, Will, with my own eyes! I'm not blind! I spat at him. More tears came and Will's guilty expression on his face turned into a sympathetic one.

"No, Lia-"

"Why don't you leave me alone? I need some time to think." This I told him much softer and quieter, though I knew he could hear it. I said it seriously too and he grasped this at once and didn't follow me when I started to jog again.

I began to run faster, down whichever street I was on. I would find a place soon enough and I would stay there for a while, to think, like I had told Will.

I kept on going until I found something which was good for thinking and alone time. Good for me to stay in for a while.

I found the park; its silver gates had shone in the sun and caught my eye. I slowed down to a walk, crossed the road and went over it. I looked through the gates. Only two people were there, both on the field. A couple.

I didn't notice the sign before, but I saw something silver in the corner of my eye, like the color of the gates. I turned to my right and saw the name of the park.

Hayley Park it read in big bold letters on the right hedge. I sighed. I guess it was an okay to name this park Hayley, it was probably named after some kind of famous woman or something. I decided to go in and just have some Amelia Time.

And so I did.

I opened the silver gates slowly and stood, taking in the view again. No one could ever get enough of this view at all; it was too beautiful.

I felt a smile creep up my face at the sight of the park again, and I walked over to the field and let myself take a deep breath. I chose the right hand corner, trying to get as far away from the couple as possible. I didn't want any memories to come back to me whenever I saw them.

I would just take out all of my bad thoughts, and replace them with happy ones.

So, I laid down on the soft grass, sighed, and closed my eyes.

I knew this relationship wasn't going to work out. Well, I didn't exactly know but I had some kind of a feeling, a really small one that something was going to come in the way and ruin this thing.

Okay, Lia, I thought you were going to replace your bad thoughts with good ones?

Oh God...

I sighed again. I wiped my already dried tears on my cheeks and dabbed at the corner of my eyes which were still wet. I closed my eyes tighter.

Just when decided I was going to think about my latest birthday party, I heard footsteps coming near my away. It gradually became louder as it came closer. I thought it was just a person just going to hang out, but I was wrong.

I felt an arm lightly touch mine and I opened my eyes to see Will beside me.