Can I Ever Really Love You

Come On You Can Say It

When I woke up frank was in the shower. I got up and walked into the bathroom. He left it unlocked and he didn’t hear me come in. I undressed and hoped into the shower. I went behind him so he didn’t see me and I put my arms around him. he turned around and he had a shocked look on his face. Then I looked down at his member and I was shocked.
“Damn frank” I said smiling
“Sarah you shouldn’t be in here were both naked that’s not good” he said
“Frank shut up that’s why I came in cause I don’t care what you say were having sex I want to lose my virginity to you” I said
“wait you’re a virgin I thought Justin and you had sex” he said
“no we were always close to it but I never really wanted to” I said
“and you do now” he asked
“yea I can tell you one thing though your um…package is much bigger than his” I said
“so you’ve seen his package” he asked
“yea I walked in on him once um feeling him self” I said
“oh im sorry you had to see that” he said
“its ok but I still loved him.. you on the other hand I want to have sex with and I like your package and ive never felt like this in my life before I love you way more than I loved Justin which is hard to believe.” I said kissing him
“ok Sarah im ready when you are” he said
“im ready now” I said
“ok” he said and moved closer to me. And he kissed me neck and he was working down and his hands were below my waist. it hurt when he was fingering me but it felt good at the same time. The hot water felt good too. We both started sweating really bad once he slipped into me. I screamed his name a couple of times and finally when we finished we were both smiling.
“im glad I had sex with you” I said
“ im glad your glad” he said
“ I lo….like you so much frank” I said
“are we back to that” he asked kissing me
“sorta you know my true feelings for you so that’s not the problem” I said
“I can still say I love you right” he asked
“if you want” I said kissing him.
“k well I love you Sarah…. Do you…… what me” he asked smiling
“like you yes” I said
“come on Sarah you can say it you looovvvvvvv… frank started
“I love you there you happy” I asked
“yes” he said and kissed me. we finally got out of the shower and got dressed and went out. I stayed and went to bobs funeral it was hard cause I still felt like it was my fault for his death but everyone kept saying he had it coming from the way he was acting lately. I knew it was my dads gang that killed him. finally It was the day before I had to go back to Florida.
“Frank I don’t want to go… im putting everyone in danger” I said
“Sarah its not you its your father he just wont let you be happy” he said
“hes trying to protect me” I said
“from being happy” frank said
“no from bad guys” I said
“right anyone you love is bad” he said changing his attitude
“Frank I don’t want to talk about this now…. Lets go to the movies” I said
“ok what do you want to see” he asked
“I don’t care” I said
“how about final destination 2” he asked
“sure” I said and we went to the movies. During the movie I decided I was gonna leave tonight and not tell frank. I would go to Florida back my shit and leave. I don’t want to endanger Jenni and Johnny or even frank and the guys. After the movie it was dark out so we went back to franks. We were watching TV and frank fell asleep. I got up and ran to his room grabbed my things and left. But before I left I gave frank a kiss on the forehead and whispered I love you in his ear. I left and was never coming back.