Can I Ever Really Love You
God Help Me
I cleaned my apartment for my dad and I went along with my days until my dad came. I just got home from work when there was a knock at the door. I answered it.
“hello Sarah” my dad said
“ hi dad” I said and let him in
“so anyone in your life” he asked right away.
“no dad” I said kinda pissy
“no frank” he asked shocked
“ nope haven’t talked to him” I said
“you mean for only the last 2 months” he asked
“yea I guess” I said
“well im proud of you” he said
Thanks now why are you here” I asked
“I wanted to tell you that now that im out you wont be stalked anymore” he said
“thanks” I said
“yea anyways sorry I had to kill bob” he said
“ I knew you did it” I said
“I knew you knew but I got you to leave jersey again” he said
“fuck you dad get out of my apartment now” I said
“no im here because I can be” he said
“dad I mean it get the fuck out of my apartment now before I call the police” I yelled
“Sarah stop it now” my dad yelled at me
“no dad you killed Justin and I loved him. you threatened me with frank and I loved him and then you killed bob and I didn’t even love him” I yelled
“what you never loved bob” he asked
“no dad I loved him as a friend and that was it” I yelled
“do not yell at me” he said and slapped me “ that will teach you to yell at me” he said. I hit the floor and tasted blood in my mouth. I slowly got up and grabbed the phone and started to dial the police station when he hit me again and took the phone and hung it up. He laughed and walked out of the room. I grabbed the phone again but called mikey. He didn’t answer though. Someone eels did.
“hello” the person said
“Is gerard or mikey there” I asked
“gerard is who is this” the person asked
“its Sarah” I said
“Sarah its me frank” he said
“Frankie” I whispered his name but started crying.
“Sarah whats wrong” he asked
“my dads here and he…he” I started but couldn’t finish.
“he what Sarah” frank asked
“he hit me and he wont leave” I said
Frank was about to say something when my dad walked back in the room.
“Sarah whos on the phone” he asked and grabbed the phone from me. “who is this” my dad yelled into the phone
“this is the Texas rangers” frank said loud
“ok well what is my daughter telling you” he asked
“that your hitting her” he said still loud.
“shes lieing she just wants attention” he said
“I don’t think she would be crying on the phone if she wanted just attention” frank said
“well you don’t know my daughter very well then” he said and hung up. And turned around and slapped me.
“ I told you not to call the police and you did your gonna wish you were dead by the time all the ones you cared for are dead.” He said and walked out the door.
I called frank back but no one answered.
“hello Sarah” my dad said
“ hi dad” I said and let him in
“so anyone in your life” he asked right away.
“no dad” I said kinda pissy
“no frank” he asked shocked
“ nope haven’t talked to him” I said
“you mean for only the last 2 months” he asked
“yea I guess” I said
“well im proud of you” he said
Thanks now why are you here” I asked
“I wanted to tell you that now that im out you wont be stalked anymore” he said
“thanks” I said
“yea anyways sorry I had to kill bob” he said
“ I knew you did it” I said
“I knew you knew but I got you to leave jersey again” he said
“fuck you dad get out of my apartment now” I said
“no im here because I can be” he said
“dad I mean it get the fuck out of my apartment now before I call the police” I yelled
“Sarah stop it now” my dad yelled at me
“no dad you killed Justin and I loved him. you threatened me with frank and I loved him and then you killed bob and I didn’t even love him” I yelled
“what you never loved bob” he asked
“no dad I loved him as a friend and that was it” I yelled
“do not yell at me” he said and slapped me “ that will teach you to yell at me” he said. I hit the floor and tasted blood in my mouth. I slowly got up and grabbed the phone and started to dial the police station when he hit me again and took the phone and hung it up. He laughed and walked out of the room. I grabbed the phone again but called mikey. He didn’t answer though. Someone eels did.
“hello” the person said
“Is gerard or mikey there” I asked
“gerard is who is this” the person asked
“its Sarah” I said
“Sarah its me frank” he said
“Frankie” I whispered his name but started crying.
“Sarah whats wrong” he asked
“my dads here and he…he” I started but couldn’t finish.
“he what Sarah” frank asked
“he hit me and he wont leave” I said
Frank was about to say something when my dad walked back in the room.
“Sarah whos on the phone” he asked and grabbed the phone from me. “who is this” my dad yelled into the phone
“this is the Texas rangers” frank said loud
“ok well what is my daughter telling you” he asked
“that your hitting her” he said still loud.
“shes lieing she just wants attention” he said
“I don’t think she would be crying on the phone if she wanted just attention” frank said
“well you don’t know my daughter very well then” he said and hung up. And turned around and slapped me.
“ I told you not to call the police and you did your gonna wish you were dead by the time all the ones you cared for are dead.” He said and walked out the door.
I called frank back but no one answered.