Can I Ever Really Love You
Calling Someone At 3 In The Morning
“dad no leave frank alone its me you want” I said
“no I want you to suffer” he said
“ill suffer no matter what” I said
“Sarah ill die to keep you safe” frank said
“no frank I’m suppose to die to keep you safe” I said
“its ok Sarah I love you”
“I love you too” I said
“ill always love you” was the last thing frank said because my dad slit his throat. I ran to frank holding his body crying.
“ I long to be like you” I said and kissed his lips but got ripped away from franks body and thrown up against a wall with the knife now to my throat.
“did you mean that Sarah” he said
“that I loved him yes” I said
“do you want to join him” he said
“ I long to be like him” I said
“then you will be like him” he said and slit my throat.
I woke up screaming. This dream has been going on for 4 days same thing over and over. Its always ion the same place its in my old house in jersey. I finally decided to see if frank was alive still. So I called him even though it was 3 in the morning over there but I didn’t care. he answered his phone though
“Frank your ok” I said into the phone
“yea I guess you can say that” he said
“what’s wrong” I asked
“i….i um I miss you” he said
“I miss you too frank. Frank do me a favor please” I said
“yea what” he said
“stay away from my old house will you” I said
“yea why” frank asked
“just because” I said
“Sarah are you ok I just realized its 3 in the morning and your calling me” frank said
“um no im fine im just trying to protect you and everyone in jersey cause I think my dad killed matt.” I said
“oh no one told you did they matt’s alive he went to see his family in Iowa and he didn’t tell anyone” frank said
“oh so hes back there” I asked
“yep hes fine” he said
“oh that’s good to hear” I said.
“yea um Sarah I know I shouldn’t ask this but I gotta were still friends right” he asked
“yea frank but um ive never really stop think of you as my boyfriend” I said quietly
“really I still feel like you’re my girlfriend” he said
“well maybe if I ever come back to jersey we can be together again” I said
“yea that be great oh I have another question” he said
“ok shoot”
“can I come to Texas and see you I don’t think you’ll be here for a while and I need to see your face” he said
“um.. not right now maybe later cause my dads pissed about me hurting his friend” I said
“oh yea the imposter mikey. Your dad really didn’t want you to talk to any of us out here did he” frank said
“no well he got me to not think about you guys” I said
“see that’s bad”
“but it did me good cause now I realized how much I miss everyone in jersey” I said
“oh ok well then you should come out here and hang with us” he said
“I will don’t worry bout that ill be out there very soon” I said
“are you really coming out here” he asked
“yea like in a few weeks” I said
“yay I get to see you” he said
“yea um frank im gonna go back to bed ill call you later ok” I said
“ok im gonna call you at 3 in the morning sometime ok” he said
“yea sure fine ill talk to you later bye” I said
“bye” he said and we hung up. I couldn’t tell him my dream he would think I was crazy and that I was just going crazy or something. I fell back asleep but didn’t fall into the dream again. thank god. The next was boring I just sat around my apartment. I started packing things up in my room. My room had nothing on the walls and all that was left up was my laptop and my bed and I still and my clothes out that I planned to wear. I fell asleep around one but didn’t get much sleep because I woke up at 3 in the morning.
“no I want you to suffer” he said
“ill suffer no matter what” I said
“Sarah ill die to keep you safe” frank said
“no frank I’m suppose to die to keep you safe” I said
“its ok Sarah I love you”
“I love you too” I said
“ill always love you” was the last thing frank said because my dad slit his throat. I ran to frank holding his body crying.
“ I long to be like you” I said and kissed his lips but got ripped away from franks body and thrown up against a wall with the knife now to my throat.
“did you mean that Sarah” he said
“that I loved him yes” I said
“do you want to join him” he said
“ I long to be like him” I said
“then you will be like him” he said and slit my throat.
I woke up screaming. This dream has been going on for 4 days same thing over and over. Its always ion the same place its in my old house in jersey. I finally decided to see if frank was alive still. So I called him even though it was 3 in the morning over there but I didn’t care. he answered his phone though
“Frank your ok” I said into the phone
“yea I guess you can say that” he said
“what’s wrong” I asked
“i….i um I miss you” he said
“I miss you too frank. Frank do me a favor please” I said
“yea what” he said
“stay away from my old house will you” I said
“yea why” frank asked
“just because” I said
“Sarah are you ok I just realized its 3 in the morning and your calling me” frank said
“um no im fine im just trying to protect you and everyone in jersey cause I think my dad killed matt.” I said
“oh no one told you did they matt’s alive he went to see his family in Iowa and he didn’t tell anyone” frank said
“oh so hes back there” I asked
“yep hes fine” he said
“oh that’s good to hear” I said.
“yea um Sarah I know I shouldn’t ask this but I gotta were still friends right” he asked
“yea frank but um ive never really stop think of you as my boyfriend” I said quietly
“really I still feel like you’re my girlfriend” he said
“well maybe if I ever come back to jersey we can be together again” I said
“yea that be great oh I have another question” he said
“ok shoot”
“can I come to Texas and see you I don’t think you’ll be here for a while and I need to see your face” he said
“um.. not right now maybe later cause my dads pissed about me hurting his friend” I said
“oh yea the imposter mikey. Your dad really didn’t want you to talk to any of us out here did he” frank said
“no well he got me to not think about you guys” I said
“see that’s bad”
“but it did me good cause now I realized how much I miss everyone in jersey” I said
“oh ok well then you should come out here and hang with us” he said
“I will don’t worry bout that ill be out there very soon” I said
“are you really coming out here” he asked
“yea like in a few weeks” I said
“yay I get to see you” he said
“yea um frank im gonna go back to bed ill call you later ok” I said
“ok im gonna call you at 3 in the morning sometime ok” he said
“yea sure fine ill talk to you later bye” I said
“bye” he said and we hung up. I couldn’t tell him my dream he would think I was crazy and that I was just going crazy or something. I fell back asleep but didn’t fall into the dream again. thank god. The next was boring I just sat around my apartment. I started packing things up in my room. My room had nothing on the walls and all that was left up was my laptop and my bed and I still and my clothes out that I planned to wear. I fell asleep around one but didn’t get much sleep because I woke up at 3 in the morning.