Can I Ever Really Love You

Packing

I woke up to my phone ringing and a pounding on the door. I saw that gerard was calling me.
“Hello” I said
“Can you get up and open your door” he said
“No cause your not here” I said
“Yes I am” he said
“I didn’t even give you my house number” I said
“You on the gulf it wasn’t that hard to find you plus I was in this store called HEB and they told me were you lived.” He said
“Oh ok ill let you in” I said getting off my bed and going to the door. I let gerard in and he saw the boxes that weren’t yet packed.
“Oh these boxes are for the upstairs” I said
“Oh ok well ill take them up and help you pack” he said
“Cool” I said and right when we got in one of the rooms there was a knock at the door.
“I’ll be right back stay in this room and don’t make a noise” I said and went and got the door. It was my dad he walked in and looked around.
“Why are you inside on a beautiful day like this” he said
“Maybe cause I want to be” I said
“What’s happened to you Sarah” he asked
“I don’t know lets see you kill people I get close to I think that makes me not want to make contact with anyone so ill lock myself up in my apartment.” I said
“I’m sorry for everything I’ve cause do you want me to leave you alone” he asked
“Yes that would be great cause then I can move on with my life and not worry about you doing something to my friends.” I said
“Well to bad” he said
“Great” I said
“I’ll be back” he said and left. I locked the door and ran back up the stairs to my room completely empty except for my bed. We packed everything within the next few days. We got most of my things in my truck and the rest we put in Gerard’s car and we left for jersey. I called frank on the way.
“Hey Frank its Sarah”
“Hey waz up” he said
“Um not much um I don’t think I’m gonna be able to come to jersey” I said
“What why” he said
“I have too much on my plate right now so I cant just leave” I said
“Well maybe ill come out there sometime” he said
“Yea maybe” I said and paused hoping he’d say something but he didn’t.
“K Frank I gotta go I’ll talk to ya later” I said
“K bye” he said and we hung up. Me and gerard got to the edge of Texas and Oklahoma and got a hotel room. We have 5 or 6 more days till were back in jersey. I felt bad lying to frank but I want to surprise him.