Can I Ever Really Love You
The Feelings Are Out Of The Bag
Me and frank were inseparable again just like when we were younger. I hung out with him and gerard, ray, matt (last one I put bob I meant matt), mikey a lot. School was out and now I spent everyday and night at one of the guys house. I never was at my own house unless we all were sleeping there. Frank always ended up in my bed and mikey ended up in my parents old bed. Yes he got it all to himself lucky son of a bitch. gerard would get one of the guest rooms along with ray and matt took the couch. sometimes ray would sleep on the couch. Frank and I would cuddle at night and I would get these feelings when ever franks breath hit the back of my neck. I had urges and I had to make sure I didn’t do them. But one night when frank was asleep I gave him a quick peck on the lips and went to sleep. I was starting to get feelings for frank and hopefully he didn’t notice.
The next day when I was at matt’s he confronted me.
“soooooo you like frank dontcha”
“….. no why would you say that” I said
“cause the way you are around him” matt said
“he is my best friend” I said
“you want to be more don’t you” he asked
“nope I cant love anyone anymore im making sure of that” I said even though I knew that was a lie.
“well I think frank likes you so be careful if you don’t like him” he said
“ok and he probably doesn’t like me” I said
“that’s not we all know. He wont shut up about you its Sarah this Sarah that. We love you but he annoys us sometimes its like can we not talk about Sarah for one minute.” Matt said
“oh thanks I feel so loved” I said laughing
“you should. Ok so you don’t like frank” matt asked
“…………nope I don’t like frank” I said
“OKaaaayyyy” matt said and walked away
What was that suppose to mean. A few minutes later mikey and gerard showed up.
“soo someone likes Frankie” mikey said
“no who told you that” I said
“matt”
“matt where is he I have to kill him now” I said
“Sarah shut up you know its true” gerard said
“no stop saying that” I said and walked away back to my room where a sleeping frank still was. I laid on my bed and started falling asleep when frank put his arms around me and pulled me close to him. I turned to face him.
“hi Frankie” I said
“hi Sarah” frank said
“your finally up” I said smiling
“what time is it” he asked
“2 in the afternoon” I said
“are you serious” he said
“yep so get your ass up” I said and gave him a peck on the lips. I loved the look on his face. It was priceless.
“um..sarah” he said
“yep” I said looking at him
“um….” He started and then kissed me. well I knew that matt was right frank does like me. but do I really like him. im guessing I do cause I haven’t pulled away from the kiss. WOW hes a great kisser. This is much better than justin’s kisses. We finally broke apart after what felt like forever.
“wow” is all I said
“what” frank said
“wow you’re a great kisser” I said
“oh thanks your not bad yourself” he said planting another kiss on me.
“frank stop. We don’t want mikey or matt or gerard to see this” I said
“why not” he asked
“cause then they know there right” I said
“about what” he asked
“my feelings for you duh” I said
“oh so you like me” he said smiling
“yea isn’t it obvious” I asked
“well today it is” he said
“oh” I said and we got up and went downstairs to start the day again. but this time we decided to go out somewhere.
The next day when I was at matt’s he confronted me.
“soooooo you like frank dontcha”
“….. no why would you say that” I said
“cause the way you are around him” matt said
“he is my best friend” I said
“you want to be more don’t you” he asked
“nope I cant love anyone anymore im making sure of that” I said even though I knew that was a lie.
“well I think frank likes you so be careful if you don’t like him” he said
“ok and he probably doesn’t like me” I said
“that’s not we all know. He wont shut up about you its Sarah this Sarah that. We love you but he annoys us sometimes its like can we not talk about Sarah for one minute.” Matt said
“oh thanks I feel so loved” I said laughing
“you should. Ok so you don’t like frank” matt asked
“…………nope I don’t like frank” I said
“OKaaaayyyy” matt said and walked away
What was that suppose to mean. A few minutes later mikey and gerard showed up.
“soo someone likes Frankie” mikey said
“no who told you that” I said
“matt”
“matt where is he I have to kill him now” I said
“Sarah shut up you know its true” gerard said
“no stop saying that” I said and walked away back to my room where a sleeping frank still was. I laid on my bed and started falling asleep when frank put his arms around me and pulled me close to him. I turned to face him.
“hi Frankie” I said
“hi Sarah” frank said
“your finally up” I said smiling
“what time is it” he asked
“2 in the afternoon” I said
“are you serious” he said
“yep so get your ass up” I said and gave him a peck on the lips. I loved the look on his face. It was priceless.
“um..sarah” he said
“yep” I said looking at him
“um….” He started and then kissed me. well I knew that matt was right frank does like me. but do I really like him. im guessing I do cause I haven’t pulled away from the kiss. WOW hes a great kisser. This is much better than justin’s kisses. We finally broke apart after what felt like forever.
“wow” is all I said
“what” frank said
“wow you’re a great kisser” I said
“oh thanks your not bad yourself” he said planting another kiss on me.
“frank stop. We don’t want mikey or matt or gerard to see this” I said
“why not” he asked
“cause then they know there right” I said
“about what” he asked
“my feelings for you duh” I said
“oh so you like me” he said smiling
“yea isn’t it obvious” I asked
“well today it is” he said
“oh” I said and we got up and went downstairs to start the day again. but this time we decided to go out somewhere.