Can I Ever Really Love You
Is There Something There For Him???
After frank left I laid on my bed thinking about frank. And Justin my old boyfriend. Could I have feelings for frank. No hes just a friend I loved Justin I cant love anyone but him. I didn’t get to bed till 4 in the morning. Since I couldn’t sleep I was listening to my music and chatting online. Finally at 4 I fell asleep. I woke up at noon and walked out side to a hot day. I walked back inside and put on short black skirt with red tank top. After I put make up on and called jepha.
“you forgot to call me last night” jepha said
“I said id call you I didn’t say last night” I said
“oh well make me feel stupid” jepha said
“what are you doing today” I asked
“um well me and the guys are kinda out of town for awhile” he said
“where are you” I asked
“New York” he said
“what you doing there” I asked
“this is were we actually live”
“ oh I didn’t know that”
“sorry we didn’t tell you early” he said
“its ok well then ill call someone else” I said
“ok but Ill call you and we can talk ok” he said
“um… ok” I said and we hung up. I called gerard after that.
“hello”
“hi is gerard there” I asked
“this is”
“hi gerard its me Sarah”
“oh hi Sarah how’s it going” he said
“um pretty good do you wanna hang out today” I said
“yea come over here and well hang” he said
“ok ill be there soon” I said
“ok see ya soon” he said and we hung up. I walked over to his house and knocked on the door. Mikey answered.
“damn girl give me an asthma attack why don’t you”
“wow mikey thanks for saying that” I said
“come on in” he said still looking at me.
“were is everyone” I asked
“living room” he said and we walked in I thought it was just the ways home but I was wrong. Frank and ray and bob were there. No parents.
*whistles* “you look soo hot” gerard said
I blushed
“no I don’t shut up” I sat down next to frank I could feel him looking at me.
“can you pass me a blanket im cold” I said and gerard threw me a blanket and I covered myself up.
“aww why’d you give her the blanket gee we actually have a girl here to look at” mikey said
“god I think I might want to go home now” I said
“no don’t go pwease” frank said giving me the puppy eyes
“then stop staring at me like im just a piece of ass” I said
“mikey likes girls what do you expect” gerard said
“whatever” I said and relaxed on the couch
“video games” ray said
“yea” gerard and mikey said
“what game” gerard asked
“halo 2” mikey said
“yay” ray said god these guys are so weird why do I want to know them. I glanced at frank and I swear to god my heart skipped a beat. It was the smirk. That smirk I loved so much. I don’t know why but I loved it. He glanced at me and saw me looking at him and smiled. I couldn’t help myself I lunged at him and kissed him. he kissed back and we were making out for awhile until
“Sarah and Frankie sitting in a tree k-i-s-s-i-n-g first comes love then comes marriage then comes a baby in a baby carriage.” Mikey and gerard sang. We broke apart and I realized what I had just done and I jumped up and ran out of the ways house. I went to my house I went straight to my room and turned on my music. I laid down on my bed and was thinking about what I had just done when I felt the bed sink in. I freaked I jumped off the bed and went to the closet without looking at who was on my bed and walked back out with a gun. I put the gun down when I realized it was frank.
“what the hell are you doing here” I asked
“are you ok” he asked
“no im not frank I just kissed my old friend for the second time after I promised myself I would never fall in love or have someone fall in love with me” I said
“why” he asked
“I lost the one I loved 2 weeks ago I cant love anyone anymore” I said crying and frank walked over to me and hugged me
“Sarah its ok. Shh calm down im here tell me what happened” he said and just like that I told him everything that happened 2 weeks ago.
“you forgot to call me last night” jepha said
“I said id call you I didn’t say last night” I said
“oh well make me feel stupid” jepha said
“what are you doing today” I asked
“um well me and the guys are kinda out of town for awhile” he said
“where are you” I asked
“New York” he said
“what you doing there” I asked
“this is were we actually live”
“ oh I didn’t know that”
“sorry we didn’t tell you early” he said
“its ok well then ill call someone else” I said
“ok but Ill call you and we can talk ok” he said
“um… ok” I said and we hung up. I called gerard after that.
“hello”
“hi is gerard there” I asked
“this is”
“hi gerard its me Sarah”
“oh hi Sarah how’s it going” he said
“um pretty good do you wanna hang out today” I said
“yea come over here and well hang” he said
“ok ill be there soon” I said
“ok see ya soon” he said and we hung up. I walked over to his house and knocked on the door. Mikey answered.
“damn girl give me an asthma attack why don’t you”
“wow mikey thanks for saying that” I said
“come on in” he said still looking at me.
“were is everyone” I asked
“living room” he said and we walked in I thought it was just the ways home but I was wrong. Frank and ray and bob were there. No parents.
*whistles* “you look soo hot” gerard said
I blushed
“no I don’t shut up” I sat down next to frank I could feel him looking at me.
“can you pass me a blanket im cold” I said and gerard threw me a blanket and I covered myself up.
“aww why’d you give her the blanket gee we actually have a girl here to look at” mikey said
“god I think I might want to go home now” I said
“no don’t go pwease” frank said giving me the puppy eyes
“then stop staring at me like im just a piece of ass” I said
“mikey likes girls what do you expect” gerard said
“whatever” I said and relaxed on the couch
“video games” ray said
“yea” gerard and mikey said
“what game” gerard asked
“halo 2” mikey said
“yay” ray said god these guys are so weird why do I want to know them. I glanced at frank and I swear to god my heart skipped a beat. It was the smirk. That smirk I loved so much. I don’t know why but I loved it. He glanced at me and saw me looking at him and smiled. I couldn’t help myself I lunged at him and kissed him. he kissed back and we were making out for awhile until
“Sarah and Frankie sitting in a tree k-i-s-s-i-n-g first comes love then comes marriage then comes a baby in a baby carriage.” Mikey and gerard sang. We broke apart and I realized what I had just done and I jumped up and ran out of the ways house. I went to my house I went straight to my room and turned on my music. I laid down on my bed and was thinking about what I had just done when I felt the bed sink in. I freaked I jumped off the bed and went to the closet without looking at who was on my bed and walked back out with a gun. I put the gun down when I realized it was frank.
“what the hell are you doing here” I asked
“are you ok” he asked
“no im not frank I just kissed my old friend for the second time after I promised myself I would never fall in love or have someone fall in love with me” I said
“why” he asked
“I lost the one I loved 2 weeks ago I cant love anyone anymore” I said crying and frank walked over to me and hugged me
“Sarah its ok. Shh calm down im here tell me what happened” he said and just like that I told him everything that happened 2 weeks ago.