I'm Not Okay Without You
Gerard Thinking
Chapter 1
I’m in love with a guitarist and my best friend but he will never know. Even though yes I do have a Girlfriend but every time I’m with her I just think of him. All the energy he gives on stage and all of the kisses we’ve shared for the public. If only he kissed me and meant it for just me and him. He would change in front of me like it was no big deal. All I wanted to do was take him in my arms and kiss him
“Gerard are you ok” Frankie said snapping me out of my thoughts
“Um yea”
“Ok so what do you think?”
“Think of what”
“The Idea of how we open our shows”
“Oh um… It’s good” I really didn’t hear what he said but he thinks of good things anyways so I would say yes anytime to them.
“Cool I’ll go tell everyone else you like the Idea”
“Ok” I said and he walked out of the back and I just looked at his ass. God his ass is so GRRR… I just want to…AHHH I can’t even think it. I’m a bad friend. I keep thinking of dirty thoughts of me and my best friend that’s wrong. Ok think of something else that doesn’t have to do with Frankie.
“GERARD” someone screamed and I looked to see who was calling me. It was Ray.
“What Ray”
“Get your sexy butt up here” He said laughing
“Fine” I said and walked up to the front. Little did I know Ray actually thought my butt was sexy and that he wanted to… Well you know.
I’m in love with a guitarist and my best friend but he will never know. Even though yes I do have a Girlfriend but every time I’m with her I just think of him. All the energy he gives on stage and all of the kisses we’ve shared for the public. If only he kissed me and meant it for just me and him. He would change in front of me like it was no big deal. All I wanted to do was take him in my arms and kiss him
“Gerard are you ok” Frankie said snapping me out of my thoughts
“Um yea”
“Ok so what do you think?”
“Think of what”
“The Idea of how we open our shows”
“Oh um… It’s good” I really didn’t hear what he said but he thinks of good things anyways so I would say yes anytime to them.
“Cool I’ll go tell everyone else you like the Idea”
“Ok” I said and he walked out of the back and I just looked at his ass. God his ass is so GRRR… I just want to…AHHH I can’t even think it. I’m a bad friend. I keep thinking of dirty thoughts of me and my best friend that’s wrong. Ok think of something else that doesn’t have to do with Frankie.
“GERARD” someone screamed and I looked to see who was calling me. It was Ray.
“What Ray”
“Get your sexy butt up here” He said laughing
“Fine” I said and walked up to the front. Little did I know Ray actually thought my butt was sexy and that he wanted to… Well you know.