Something More

Nick kissed me and Left

I was still very, very mad at him. I was so mad at him that I felt like I didn't want to be with him.

I went downstairs and sat at the kitchen table, my mom was sitting there and I sighed

"What are you sighing about?" she asked me

" I think I want to break up with Nick, mom"

"You do?" she sounded surprised

"Yeeaahh.... Its complicated...." I told her

"would you like to explain?" she asked me

I felt like crying, I was so hurt that nick used me.

"...no not really..." I said

My mom got up and hugged me

"it will be ok, sweetie... boys are just difficult sometimes..."

" I'm just going to go to bed, mom"

"alright... goodnight.."

"night.."

*****

The next day came, sunday. We had church and Nick was going to be there.

When we got there, I tried to keep my distance

I tried to get to the car as fast as I could but Nick grabbed my arm

"D.. whats up?" he asked

"nothing."

"Tell me the truth..." he said

"ok... I just don't... I don't wanna be with you anymore..." I said quietly

"... you don't want to be with me anymore?" he asked me, with hurt in his voice

"no..."

"but just yesterday.... you told me you loved me... now all of the sudden you don't?" he asked confused

"I... I know..."

"so.. you're breaking up with me?" he sounded hurt once more

".. y..yes"

"Unbelievable... I... oh k... uhm... bye?"

he left and my mom came up behind me

"sweetie, lets go home"

*****
A whole week passed since our break-up, School was weird without him by my side... but I'll get over it

*

This is driving me nuts, she won't even talk to me! I have to get her back.

I decided, first I'd make her jelouse. And being at school, was the perfect place.

She was coming down the hall, so I stopped this random girl and worked my magic, my arm againts the wall.

D walked by, not even a glance!

Fuck.

"uh.. meet me here tomorrow... same time" I told the girl, she nodded in a daze and left. I rolled my eyes and caught up with D

damn, did she look good today.

"So.. D guess who has a date tonight...... me thats right..." she ignored me and kept walking

UGH! So many girls wanted to be with me, and the only girl I want, doesn't want me! Fuck love,,,,

All day she hasn't talked to me. I put my head in my locker and hit myself with the door in fustration a couple of times

"Nick?"

it was her, I hit my head on the way out of my locker, not on purpose this time.

"D.. what a nice surprise too see you here, by my lo..."

Great thats when I remembered, we share a locker. thats the only reason she is here.

"what are you doing?" she asked me

"oh uh.. you know.. chillin' at the locker.. in the locker?"

"uh.. huh... well I need to put some stuff in there..."

"oh right.. lemme do it.."

"Nick..." I took her books and put them on her shelf

she looked inside of the locker door and frowned

"uhm bye.." she started walking

I looked at our locker door, the inside of it had pictures of us together, not just best friend pictures, dating pictures.. kissing pictures... really? god... and she frowned!

I shut the door and ran after her.

"D..."

"leave me alone, Nick"

"No.. I am not going to leave you alone!" I stopped her

"Talk to me!" I told her

" there is nothing to talk about..." She said

"there is plenty.. like... why all of the sudden you hate me?"

"I don't hate.. you"

"then what do you feel towards me!?"

" I dont know... what I... feel towards you.."

"one day you're in the love with me.. the next day you aren't?"

"no.. I never..said that..."

"Then please, please tell me!" I pushed her hair back

"nick..."

"I love you... I love you so much" I told her