Inside Me Now There's Only Heartache and Pain

Seven Month Later

Harlow’s P.O.V.

Aside from me being Hugh and baby Baker kicking non-stop nothing really has changed. I mean my feet are swollen non-stop and this cravings suck but at least here I have a baby boy in me. The guys made a bet basically on being boy or girl. Let’s just say I didn’t want to know what crazy idea they have come up with. I just hope everything turns out good but I know labor is going to suck.

I just don’t really get me with pain I like all this stuff that causes pain but when it comes to me being in that type of pain I’m going to be in I’m scared shitless. I mean I don’t want the pain.
Makes me wish Zacky was having our baby.

I’m just wondering if my son will have blue eyes or green. Or really who is he going to look more like. I hope he looks more like Zacky while he hopes the baby looks like me. I guess that’s just us being us I would think. But I mean who wouldn’t want their son to look like Zacky Vengeance I sure as hell do. Plus him being the father is a bonus to me.

“What are you thinking about?” Zacky asked me

“Hoping our son looks more like you” I said

“You always hope that” he tells me kissing him

“Well who wouldn’t want their baby to look like you babe” I tell him

“As long as he’s healthy and here we’re fine” he tells me

“That’s not fun” I say pouting

“Well he’s almost here so you don’t have to worry about that” he tells me smiling

“You’re not the one turning into a whale though” I reminded him

“You’re not a whale plus seeing your bother walk around with a basketball under his shirt” he said laughing

“Yeah but he can take his belly off” I said

“You’re will be gone soon” he told me

Tonight we were having a movie night in bed since that’s one of the comfortable places for me. It was a pirate marathon for us. I just had to get my Johnny Depp fix for the night. Plus who knows how many more nights we’re going to be able to do this just us two? Plus it’ll be with the baby next time around when he’s sleeping right how we want him too.

I started feeling something wet between my legs when I was repositioning myself since Zacky went to the bathroom. This can’t happen right now. I mean why can’t you stay in for a little longer looking at my belly. I don’t want that type of pain right now.

“Babe we might have a problem” I told him

“What’s wrong?” he asked getting out of the bathroom

“I think my water broke” I told him

“Seriously?” he asked me

“Yes” I said getting up and seeing a spot of water on the bed

“But he’s not supposed to be here for a few more days” he tells me

“Well he wants out so I guess we should go to the hospital now and call everyone once it is confirmed that he’s coming out now” I told him

He grabbed the bag I just made last night for the hospital. Maybe we should have had it more ready to go just in case but I wasn’t sure if we we’re ready for him as much as he’s ready to come out.

“At least he didn’t come on your birthday like I did my mom” Zacky said laughing

“Can we just go make sure he wants out before the jokes?” I asked him

“Yes because we’re having a baby” he said kissing me

The drive to the hospital was short and fast. Well it sure seemed that way. They confirmed I was in labor which was the sign we called our parents first then out friends. My parents we’re even in town I guess it’s a little weird for them seeing me this way.

It’s weird for me too I mean I never thought I’d ever have a family. Let alone a brother among meeting all these guys. I wouldn’t have ever thought my life would be the way it is now. It’s almost like I’ve had another chance at everything.

When I found out about me being adopted I just wanted to know where I came from but I found another me and I like everything that’s happened so far. I wouldn’t have ever seen this but now I’m happy and ready somewhat for my son to be here. I just hope the drugs numb me good.

“The parents are coming and everyone else is too” Zacky told me

“I hope this is fast and not so painful” I told him

“Well I’m so nice I want you to have the drugs I don’t want to see you in pain” he told me

“Good because that’s going to hurt” I said pouting

“Yeah but once he’s here everything will be fine” he told me

“Yes it will be” I said kissing him

Soon he’ll be here and our family will be too. It’s weird how I just realized our baby is going to have three sets of grandparents probably be very spoiled for being the baby. I just can’t wait until I finally see him and nothing else will matter to me.