‹ Prequel: Roses
Status: I did not abandon this story, it's just on a hiatus due to a major writer's block.

So Before I End My Day, Remember

Softly through the shadows of the evening sun.

When we got outside we made our way to the old swings.
He was still holding my arm, as we sat in the old hanging seat and started swinging.

None of us talked as we swinged slightly.
Silence surrounded us.
Not an uncomfortable silence at all, quite the opposite actually.

I love moments like this.
When the dark night engulfs me, with only little lights illuminating the path, the sweet summer breeze.
The enjoyable, comfortable, silence.

The company of the sweet boy that was sitting beside me.

"Who chose the music for this party?" Ian suddenly asked making me jump and snap out of my thoughts "Sorry if I scared you. I hate the silence."

"It's ok" I said "I chose the music, Why? You don't like it?"

"Oh no honey, I love it!" He smiled "When I used to come to Ash's parties the music sucked. You have a pretty good taste..." Ian trailled off "and for someone who claims to be an awful dancer you've got some pretty sweet moves" He said.

"No I don't, that was just the alcohol making my body move" I shyly replied.

"Honey, alcohol makes you dance like a bear on crack, so what you did there was your own merit!" He smiled looking at me "Awww so cute, you're blushing!"

He got off his seat and let go of my arm just to sit on my lap.
If I was blushing when he said I was a good dancer, now I must look like I transformed into a tomato.

"I believe, we ended up not finishing some pending issues right?" He whispered in my ear, as he put his arms around my neck and shoulders, after sitting on my lap, facing me, with his legs around my waist.

"W-we did?" I suttered.

"Yeah" He breathed on my neck "If my memory isn't playing tricks on me, I think it was something like this..."

He looked me in the eye, for a moment, before he closed the small gap between us, connecting our lips in a small kiss.

Very innocent kiss but breath taking.
I could feel the electricity that came, from such a simple action as pressing our lips together surge through my body.

The kiss only lasted a few seconds but the feeling was still there, after it.

"I guess I have a good memory hum?" He muttered, making me whimper at the sensation of his warm breath and lips kissing my neck "I only met you tonight but I like you Kyle, you're not like those other guys"

I didn't get what he was saying, as I was too focused on what he was doing on my neck and at the problem on my pants starting to show because he wouldn't stop moving.

"I-I d-don't know what to say" I whimpered again as he bit a soft spot on my collarbone.

"You don't have to say nothing honey, let's just enjoy the moment" He said looking deep into my eyes, wich made me look down.

I hate people looking me in the eyes.

"Don't lower your eyes honey, they are too pretty to be hiding behind those eyelids" He told me lifting my chin.

"I don't like to look into people's eyes..." I muttered.

"You shouldn't. Like I said, they are too pretty, so inocent..." He trailed off.

Ian started to close in the gap between us once again.

This kiss was more heated than the other and soon became a full make out session after he started grazing my lips with his tongue begging for entrance.
Without even thinking, I quickly granted him access.
Our tongues started batling for dominance, a battle that he easily won as he grounded his ass against my crotch, making me moan into the kiss.
His hands found mine that were holding onto the chains of the rusty swing, detaching them from the chains and putting them on his hips, without breaking the kiss.

We pulled out to regain our breaths for a bit.
I closed my eyes to take in all these new sensations only to be met with a hard kiss that knocked us off the swings onto the grass.

"Sorry honey" He giggled "you just look so hot when you're thinking, I couldn't control the urge I had to kiss those full lips..."

"It's fine, I just wasn't expecting us to fall" I giggled too and blushed.

"Aww you're too cute to be true Kyle" He said pecking my lips "and look in what position we fell" He laughed.

Only now I noticed how we fell.
I was lying against the grass on my back and he was lying on top of me, with his legs on each side of me and our crothes pressed together.
I was even more aware of our crotches pressed together, when he started grinding into me.

Oh my god, if he doesn't stop this I will probably explode right now.
It's already embarassing that I gained a boner so quickly (hey once again don't judge me! I never had any contact like this).

"Heey stop thinking so much sweetie, live the moment" He said sitting up on my stomach and taking my hair out of my eyes.

I looked up at him.
The moon was shining right behind him, making him glow.
He is gorgeous.
I've never seen anyone like him, with those beautiful hazel eyes, full pale pink lips, cute little body, so full of energy and personality...

Once again I was snapped out of my thoughts by the beautiful boy, only this time it was with his soft lips pressed softly against mine.
This kiss was so soft that I almost didn't feel it, but was enough to wake me from the trance.

"I knew this would wake you up" He giggled "Are you ok sweetie? You started looking at me and then you just closed your eyes and started smiling"

Damn, I really need to stop doing that.

"Yeah, I'm fine. I just tend to let my mind wonder...sorry" I whispered.

"You don't have to apologize honey, it's actually really cute because, out of nowhere, you get this really serious look in your face and then you start to close your eyes...anyways, it's really adorable" Ian smiled.

You can guess what I did.
I blushed again.

"And you are always blushing, wich makes it even cuter!" He squealed pecking my nose.

"No it's not... it's so embarassing!" I muttered.

"Noooo, it's cute and I love it!" He pouted "and you know what?"

"What?" I asked

He smirked and kissed me tenderly on the lips again.

"I really enjoyed your company tonight..." He whispered as he rested his head on my chest.

"Me too..." I said as I felt my eyes shutting and sleep start to seep into me.

Right there, on the grass of Ashley's backyard, I fell asleep with Ian on top of me, lying under the moonlight.
The last thing I felt?
His lips pressed on my neck as his hands went softly, up and down the sides of my waist.
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Title song: Lullaby - The cure

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Sorry had to repost the chapter x.x

I changed last chapters title because it didn't feel right to me, so now it's Kitty Litter by Placebo.
I tried to make another chapter yesterday but I just fell asleep, so today I made this one and I will try and make another.

Please warn me if there are any mistakes and grammar errors.
This chapter will probably be edited later.

Thanks to all the readers and subscribers <33
And to DropDeadAlex because she really seems to like this story -hugs- :3