This Love I Confess

One Week Later

Tony’s P.O.V.

I guess you can say I’m officially probably single right now thanks to this dam wedding. George has been with me the whole time and it’s like Allie is using him against me right now. She’s so fucking evil I don’t even know if she likes him or if she’s just trying to piss me off. I can’t wait until for this to all be over and me and her will never have to see each other again.

“I think someone is jealous” I heard Amber say

“Jealous of what?” I asked her

Was I jealous of one of my best friends? No I can’t be he’s my friend and she’s just using him.

“Yeah you are you can hide the fact you still love her” she told me

“You’re full of shit” I told her

“Matt can you please tell him what is real and why is he lying about it?” Amber asked him

“Because he doesn’t listen and if she fucks his friend his lost then” Matt says

“Allie wouldn’t fuck him” I said

“The girl you said you loved has changed a lot which is good and bad” Matt told me

Amber walked over to her friend and George was. I’m starting to really think that this was all a game to Allie and nothing more but to piss me off. Yeah knowing her it probably is because he does have a girlfriend which apparently he has forgotten about right now.

“Hey George don’t you have date night with your girlfriend tonight?” I asked him

“Why are you being a cock block right now?” he asked me

“I’m just asking” I told him

“I guess I do I’m not even sure” he told me

“And you’re not jealous?” Amber asked me

“I’m not jealous” I said

“Keep thinking that” George told me

“Why are you being jealous anyways?” Allie asked

“I’m not being jealous I know you’re just doing it to piss me off” I told her

“Why do you always try to make everything all about fucking you when it isn’t?” she told me

“Oh and you still think the fucking world revolves around you when it doesn’t” I told her

“I never fucking said it does” she told me

“Well maybe if your head wasn’t so far up your ass maybe you wouldn’t think that” I told her

“Fuck you I never thought that unlike you thinking you can get any bitch you want news flash you can’t” she told me

“I never said I could but at least I know I could get anything better than you” I told her

“Then why the fuck are you here then? I’m not fucking keeping you here” she said

I wasn’t planning on us getting into a fight but after so many years of never hearing from each other and us not really ever fighting this really felt good. Well some of the shit did until she spoke her mind. I just don’t know what I’m going to do. I walked out of her apartment not even knowing what to feel anymore. Was there really never going to be another chance for us?
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Allie’s P.O.V.

I can’t believe all that has finally came out. I don’t even know why Tony acted so wrong when I was just getting to know his friend. George went after Tony. I don’t even know why he blew up so bad. I never thought it would have been so bad. I can only wonder what is going through his head.

“I swear I fucking hate your cousin Matt” I told him

“You don’t hate him but you do hate what he did to you” he told me

“I hate both” I said

“Well you want to go out or something?” Amber asked

“I’m hungry” Matt said

“Sounds good to me” I said

I wanted to keep Tony as far away from my thoughts as much as possible. I don’t even know why he’s getting to me so fucking bad lately. I wish we never saw each other again.

“Pizza sounds good right now” Matt said

“Alright let me just call them in and dropped off here since I not really in the mood to go out right now” I said

We called the order in and I went to take a shower so I could be relaxed. Some of Tony’s words actually did hurt me but I honestly now know I don’t think I could ever go back to where I was in a point in that point in my life with him.

Would I ever go back to him? I really hope I never do right now.